You smiled and I felt it burning
The adrenaline is too much to bear I don't know how I am finding through
Sometime I just want to kill you
I hate you
I felt it in my bones ruining me
Maybe your name was written in blood under my skin
My blood red and blue but yours white and gray I And I killed you
Killed you, burned you, destroy you, ruined you in my mind
Too much to take but too less to give
I ruined you with grace and buried you with a smile
I swear four seconds and you are gone
Just give me a change to ruin you
So that I can divorce you, force you to beg and curl back to me
Because even after all this I don't want you to leave
I wanted you to suffer like you made me
With all due respect I asked for you to die
Or for me to kill you instead
The rise in temperature in my blood whenever I see you
Is replaceable to its core
Like how can you look at yourself in the eye?
When I can't stop my hands from stabbing your neck
Piercing your soul so that you don't talk
So that I don't feel your voices running under my skin anymore
After all the things you did to me
You insulted me and gave me wounds I couldn't erase
You looked all pretty and high
When I was suffering with scars on my skin
The scars still fresh but old and dried
After all those years
I found nothing in your eyes
I could never forget you
And you didn't even try to make me forgive you
You lied with tears in your eyes
And I smiled with hated in mine
YOU ARE READING
Words She Kept Under My Pillow
PuisiI looked at the butterflies surrounding my body They floated in air and smiled and decorated my skin with their wings They took flight with me in their arms I know its too unrealistic to be true They feared that fire might englobe me whole and ta...
