It wasn't jealousy or anger this time
It wasn't love as well
But I felt happy and not worried this time
I was singing and dancing to songs
I didn't remember ever listening to
People think it's always love and the happily ever after
To chase and to hold onto
But I don't want to chase for once in my life
Death has never scared me as much as the sunset did
Everybody knew the sun would rise again
After the moon but I didn't
I cried thinking it to be forever
But smiled with joy and relieve the next day
The kid 24 years ago isn't the same as the one now
I miss her
But happy to not be her
She wasn't the best
She wasn't this strong like the one right now is
I miss her
But I hope she doesn't misses me
She deserves better
YOU ARE READING
Words She Kept Under My Pillow
PoetryI looked at the butterflies surrounding my body They floated in air and smiled and decorated my skin with their wings They took flight with me in their arms I know its too unrealistic to be true They feared that fire might englobe me whole and ta...
