It wasn't an attraction
What you had for her
It wasn't an attraction
I have seen the way you look at her
The way your eyes shine whenever you look at her
You begged on your knees to make me believe
But it wasn't something I could understand
Because I knew it wasn't something I could ever do to anyone
It can't be an attraction
Two years and it wasn't an attraction anymore
You keep begging I try to convince myself
Maybe it really wasn't her fault
Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I judged her too soon
But no you proved me
There was nothing wrong with me
It was you
Do you really have to say how you broke my heart?
Into pieces to bits to ponds
To leather blocks and cried with nothing and no one to say anything and everything
Before you were so manipulative and kind
And you killed me with every bit of your words and mind
That I cried myself to sleep every night
Every time you begged and I cried
I can't betray myself like you did
I'm not you
I can never be you
YOU ARE READING
Words She Kept Under My Pillow
PoesíaI looked at the butterflies surrounding my body They floated in air and smiled and decorated my skin with their wings They took flight with me in their arms I know its too unrealistic to be true They feared that fire might englobe me whole and ta...