You wished for us to be together I did too but maybe it was wrong for us to dream let alone wish
I wished I dreamed of us together in every moment I get but you do know we don't get the privilege to
I know you won't let me get hurt but I can't help but fall in every step I took
Do you think I don't want to? I would die to be safe wrapped tightly in your arms but I can't
I can't for I dreamed I could but I can't wish let alone dream
I'm hurt to the point the word itself sounds negative to me, not reflecting what I feel at all
The word hurt sounds cute and too positive compared to what I feel, not at all what I actually feel
I wanted you on the giant wheel with me last night it looked so amazing making me forget breathing for a second
I wanted you to hold my hand and not me holding the iron rod tight so that I don't fall
Did you still thought of me when you sleep or have you forgotten about me entirely
If you do I do not blame you in fact I am happy that you have another reason to smile in the world
Instead of crying at the loss of me
I do miss you but I think its better this way so that you nor I would be sad
So you should smile and wave at me so I can leave and maybe never return
YOU ARE READING
Words She Kept Under My Pillow
PoésieI looked at the butterflies surrounding my body They floated in air and smiled and decorated my skin with their wings They took flight with me in their arms I know its too unrealistic to be true They feared that fire might englobe me whole and ta...