How I wish she remembered my name and not just a fraction of you in it
It's sad it's addicting to be constantly getting ignored
But then you can't help it
You can't help any of it
It doesn't hurts instead it is killing my soul digging it from the inside and out making me enjoy the pain when it is suppose to burn me down
I don't feel like I had to avoid your eyes when your eyes never even meet mine
I never found my reflection in you which many did in me
You were supposed to be someone close
You aren't close or near as I found my way through life
Sad to say you were suppose to stay by my side, protecting me not killing me and my mind
I never felt the need to complain I never had any reason to complain about anyway
Not to you but to me for choosing someone I shouldn't have
Everyone was right you were dripped in a color I would never let myself in
You are red
Red with some parts of green on your arms and legs but trust me you are red
The red that frightens me but I was a curious cat
The cat died leaving nothing but ashes behind
I found a ring in the ashes, surprise, surprise it was red too
You love red don't you?
Unfortunately you weren't the color I would let myself drown in but something I would never let myself get close to
I can't get out or quit but can you please not make me choke?
I don't want to suffocate kill me if you like I don't mind
Why do you have to make me want to hate you
When I can't help but feel miserable and cruel for not getting what I deserve?
YOU ARE READING
Words She Kept Under My Pillow
PoetryI looked at the butterflies surrounding my body They floated in air and smiled and decorated my skin with their wings They took flight with me in their arms I know its too unrealistic to be true They feared that fire might englobe me whole and ta...
