I feel different now suddenly
Why do I feel like I am betraying myself?
Is it the pain? Or the guilt?
Or happiness? I don't know
I feel sick
Or is it you?
My heart hurts every time I remember us
Can you not hurt me the way you did last time
I know its love
If it doesn't hurt you then it isn't love they say
But I didn't love you to get hurt
I found happiness in your eyes
That's why I wished to start something with you
The vibes aren't matching anymore
And I found myself fading
My friends hated you anyway
I think they were right about you
You cried and manipulated me
You didn't disrespected me, no
If you did, I would have left and you knew
But you made me hate myself by making me feel bad
By crying and apologizing when you were at fault
I was healing and didn't knew if it was true
But you somehow did manipulated me
Or was it just me?
Who cried with blood in my eyes
But you didn't listen because I never let you
YOU ARE READING
Words She Kept Under My Pillow
PoezjaI looked at the butterflies surrounding my body They floated in air and smiled and decorated my skin with their wings They took flight with me in their arms I know its too unrealistic to be true They feared that fire might englobe me whole and ta...
