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23.07.03 BYE BYE

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I started my morning with a cup of coffee and a cigarette. Laughing at my dog Mugen sleepily walk his way to his favorite bush to relieve himself. He always looks at me with undeniably loving eyes. How did I get so lucky to have such a wonderful pup?

My quality of life has drastically improved since the day I quit my job. I woke up each day looking forward for what's to come. My new job is literally the perfect fit. I have so much respect for my new boss and just absolutely adore her. We hit it off right away. She calls me the little sister she's always wanted. We FaceTime everyday and even talk after work. She's really become my best friend and we confide in each other. Lately she's been helping me with my relationship issues. She's been through a similar situation and her advice has never steered me wrong.

Things between my boyfriend and I have gotten worse. Before I felt like I was living with my best friend, now it's more like he's my roommate who I share a bed with. He started working more hours and when he's home he immediately gets on his pc and games until he goes to bed. He even eats dinner, the dinner that I cook every night, at his desk. My desk is on the opposite side so we're literally back to back just coexisting. We barely even make small talk. So while he games, I just watch shows and do my own thing.

Lately I've been watching RunBTS and can't deny slowly becoming more and more infatuated with JK. He's so beautiful and just something about him comforts me so deeply like I don't feel alone in this weird fucked up living situation I got going on.

Anyways, I've always been a night owl and struggle with falling asleep whenever I am supposed to sleep. My internal clock has just always been fucked up. This is the first time this night owl problem has become an advantage for me. Since I'm up odd hours, I never miss his Weverse live notifications. My boss's daughter loves BTS and since she is obviously not up at the times JK usually does his lives, I always record it for her because she like watching it with the live comments.

Speak of the devil, a notification popped up on my phone, "JK is live". I got out of bed carefully trying to not wake my boyfriend up, and ran to the garage to my smoking area. I clicked the notification and there he was, my handsome angel, but this time he wasn't alone. He introduced Mingyu from Seventeen and they were at his house being adorable laughing and drinking. Not even a minute later, I heard the words I've come to learn means that he's going to end the live.

A frown spread across my face knowing playtime is over. I typed "bye bye" into the chat that's going a million miles a minute. I heard him giggle and say "bye bye" with the cutest smile on his face and wondered if that was my comment he read. I watched as he ended stream. I scrolled up through the comments to see if anyone else wrote "bye bye" before or after me and to my surprise I saw that it was only me.

I was in shock because even though it was something so little, it made me feel connected to him and the way he smiled and giggled while saying it fed my delulu. Feeling a little sad that his live was so short, I finished my cigarette while replaying the part of him saying "bye bye" over and over again. With that, I went to bed smiling.

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