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23.10.01 BRIAN'S ADVICE

Y/N POV:

I had a 2nd Zoom meeting scheduled in an hour with the leads I'll be working this project with. I went back to my laptop to go over the material and just prep for meeting. My phone made the Weverse notification sound and by habit I quickly grabbed my phone to see what it was for. I saw "[CHOREOGRAPHY] 정국 (Jung Kook) '3D (feat. Jack Harlow)' Dance Practice" on my screen and screamed out loud. I forgot he told me about this. 

I immediately hopped on to Discord. Yay, my 2 besties are on already! We all got in the chat. All of us were excitedly shrieking just like we used to before I started dating JK. They made fun of me saying, "WTF are you so excited for? Aren't you literally sitting in his house right now?" We all laughed. Lemmy shared her screen and we watched it together. Damn he looked so fucking hot in it. We fangirled together for a bit and planned to come back on once his Stationhead listening party started. 

After I disconnected, I went straight to my head. Something I've always tried to avoid doing especially since I've never really had someone that could pull me out of it. I realized that I kinda separate the 2 in my mind: Jungkook, the idol and Jungkook, the man I'm dating. It was still surreal to me that I am with JK. It been a while since I've stepped back and questioned it. I sat there wondering why he loves me? Is his love just temporary? Am I overstaying my welcome? What does our relationship mean to him? Is there a future for us? Will we ever be able to walk down the street together holding hands? The questions and insecurities are never ending. I don't understand what he sees in me. I laid my head on the desk starting to worry and feel depressed. I felt lonely. 

Lost in my thoughts, my phone made a noise. A facetime call! I swear this man is in my head. He always knows when I need him. I fixed my hair really quickly and picked up shrieking at him. "OMO OMO OMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO JK! That was so amazing. God dayuuummmmm Baby, you look so hot in it. You and the dancers were all so amazing. You really chose the best dancers. Those girls were fire. Everything was on point. You better come home with that same outfit on please. Fuuuuuuuuuuuck Daddy I could see your dick flopping around in it." I said and then stopped cause I was out of breath. He was on the ground laughing and his face was kinda red like he was embarrassed. 

Then I realized I could hear other people laughing. My face went red and I moved my face off screen. I could hear people saying, "OMG JK, she is so fucking cuuuute." "Damn, she's gorgeous." "Aw she's so sweet. She thought we danced well." "You guys look so cute together." "Aw, I love her already." Brian came on the screen and said, "Hi Y/N. How have you been?" I sat back in my chair putting my face back on screen fully blushing and beyond embarrassed. I tried to play it off. "Sup Brian? I've been....good." I fumbled my words laughing. Brian gave me a look while shaking his head at JK. He said, "I told JK to give you a heads up that he wasn't alone before he called you because I know how excited my wife gets, but he clearly didn't take my advice."

He spun the phone around so I could see everyone. They all smiled and said nice things to me. Then gave the phone back to JK. He got on the phone with his lips pressed together, dimples out, big boba eyes hoping I wouldn't be mad. I smirked and blinked a few times playfully. It was kinda like we were both saying a quiet sorry to each other. He goes, "Well I'm glad you liked it."  I smiled and told him that I watched it with Mae and Lemmy and that we're gonna get on call  together later for his listening party. He goes, "I just wanted to check in on you cause I missed you a lot and wanted to see your face." Then I hear Brian yelling, "Y/N, he literally never shuts up about you. It makes me jealous." I giggled and JK fake ran at him and I just heard Brian scream a little and heard sneakers running.

A Zoom meeting notification went off on my laptop and I quickly said goodbye to JK and his dancers. I collected myself after that embarrassment and went into work mode before I connected. It was just me and 3 other team members: 2 males and 1 female. I've met 2 of them before back when I was working in California: James and Stefani. I couldn't help but notice this new guy Andy was kinda flirting with me. My red flag alert was going off the whole meeting. The meeting ended and I was feeling annoyed by him. I debated whether or not I should mention it to Yoona seeing as this is a 4 month project, but decided to hold off because maybe I'm just imagining it or taking his niceness the wrong way.

I brushed it off and went to the living room to spend some time with Bam. "Bam-ahhhh" I yelled out and I heard him get up. He met me with his favorite toy at the couch. God I love this dog. He's so big, but so gentle with me. He loves me so much already. We played fetch until it was time for JK's listening party. I grabbed a blanket and made Bam a bed inside the office where my laptop was set up. I asked him "Bam-ah, do you want to hang out with me during your Dad's listening party?" He just tilted his head trying to understand what I asked. I sat down on the floor and cuddled with him. Then my phone rang. 

JK was facetiming me again! I got super excited, but then remembered what happened earlier. I picked up the call with Bam's face on the screen. I imitated what I think Bam's voice would sound like I said, "Appa! Appa! Appa! Woof! Woof! Woof! Woof! Appa!" I heard JK laughing and I laid back down using Bam as my pillow. Jungkook said, "Angel, I'm so sorry about earlier. I should have known better and probably should have listened to Brian." I laughed and told him, "It's alright." He goes, "They wouldn't stop teasing me about you saying my dick was flopping around." I almost dropped the phone from laughing so hard. I said, "That's what you get for not giving me a heads up." He agreed and said, "The girl dancers were all gushing about how adorable you were. They kept telling me that I was very lucky to have a girlfriend that's so supportive of what I do and doesn't feel jealous about me working with girls." I felt my cheeks get warm and didn't know what to say. He told me to order food since the company bought dinner for everyone after practice. 

I hopped on to Discord and started chatting  with my besties as his listening party started. I told them what happened earlier and they felt 2nd hand embarrassed for me. Lemmy joked and said, "At least that was all you said. I've heard you say way worse about that man than just his dick flopping around." She definitely was not lying. I was already so thirsty over him before and nothing has changed even after getting fucked by him. I literally could never get enough of him. He is everything I want, the only thing I want for the rest of my life. I can't even imagine looking at another man in that way. I just thought to myself what has this man done to me?... 

His listening party went well. ARMY was pretty well behaved this time. He posted a selfie on Weverse after they asked him to. He's so sweet. I've always loved the way he interacts with ARMY. Once it was over, Lemmy and Mae confirmed that we'll do this again for the next 2. I said good night to them. I went to the kitchen and made dinner for myself and prepared Bam's food. Jungkook finally came home. He ran to me and lifted me up. He spun me around telling me how much he loves me and how much he missed me. We fucked and went to bed.

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