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23.09.29 DISCORD BESTIES

Y/N POV:

I couldn't decide if I should go back to sleep or get up. I felt so lonely the second he left. I literally don't know anyone out here. I called Bam to the room and had him come up on the bed. I told him "Bam-ah don't tell your Dad that I let you on the bed ok?" and giggled. He looked at me so cutely and licked my cheek. I laid there cuddling him and petting his beautiful face. I laughed thinking about that one picture of him and JK when JK said "Don't our eyes look the same?" 

I heard the door code get punched in and heard a man call out for Bam. I was a little confused and a little scared TBH. I heard Bam leave the room and then I heard the man talking to Bam. I remembered JK said he wrote me a note so I quietly picked it up and went under the covers while I read it.

It said that he wishes he could just stay with me and have fun in bed all day. Also that he ordered me all sorts of food and treats, and that the security guard that dropped me off here the other day will come and drop off all the things he ordered for me. He will also feed and walk Bam. He apologized for the millionth time that it's not safe for me to go out and roam around without security and that he has security and a driver posted outside if I do decide that there's somewhere I want to go. He said his video will drop at 1PM and that he wants to facetime with me when it drops, but his meeting might run long so he might not be able to. 

I swear JK thinks of everything. He's always spoiling me. I need to think of something nice to do to surprise him. I heard the man asking Bam if he wanted to go out for a walk and then I heard the door close. I got up and locked the bedroom door. I went to the closet and saw some of my clothes and stuff put away on one side of the closet. I blushed a little and just sat down looking up at my stuff hanging up in his closet like it belonged there. Tears ran down my face. I don't know if I will ever get over the fact that this is actually happening to me. That I am literally the luckiest woman ever to have Jungkook be so madly in love with me. 

I haven't had the best life, and good things rarely happen to me. I don't really have family. Before meeting JK all I had was my ex, Yoona, Yumi, and 2 online besties I met in a BTS ARMY discord server. I haven't been on discord since I met JK. I haven't had time since the break up and TBH I am worried they will know something is up with me. We usually talk throughout the day everyday about BTS related things, but also about our every day lives. Whenever there's a BTS release or new BTS news, we all talk and share about it. I'm scared I might slip up and say something revealing about JK. I trust them, but the fact that I'm actually dating JK... I'm not sure how they'll react. Since today is a Jungkook new music release, I'm sure they will be looking for me. I really so miss talking to them everyday. Maybe I will watch the music video with them since JK probably can't watch it with me. 

I grabbed an outfit and went to take a shower. It felt weird showering there without him. I'm literally obsessed with him. I mean I was already obsessed as ARMY, but now it's different. I just love everything about him. I can smell him on my clothes. I can smell him on my skin. He's so fucking sexy. I put on some light make up and did my hair. I was about to go out to the kitchen, but I heard my phone ringing. I ran to go pick it up and Yay, JK was facetiming me! I picke up and I heard Jimin yelling, "Hello my Angel. Have you missed me?" as I saw JK trying to keep Jimin away from the screen. I fell to the floor laughing. "Aiiiish, Jimin! I'm not your angel, but yes, I have missed you." I said laughing.  JK turned the phone so I could see Jimin blushing. JK said, "Y/N, you really shouldn't tell Jimin nice stuff like that. It goes straight to his big ass head." I giggled and said, "If only he was lucky and it went to his pinkies instead." I laughed at Jimin yelling in the background. 

He asked what I was up to and said he was just checking in to see if the food and stuff was here already. I walked out of the room and there was literally 2 huge bouquets of 100 roses in each bouquet.  "OMO, JK" I shrieked. "Stop spoiling me." I yelled. 

Then I hear Jimin shout, "Y/N, he learned all that sweet romantic stuff from me you know?" I laughed and said, "I'm pretty sure Jin is responsible for most of that. You just always try to take his girls. Always trying to use that Jimin effect." Jimin smiled and said, "One day Y/N, one day you'll get over him and come looking for me." I immediately scrunched my nose at him and said,  "Nooo, pretty sure even if we end up not working out, Jungkook is still the only man for me. If he decides I'm not what he wants, then I'll just end up alone. There's no one else for me, but him." Jimin scoffed and said, "Gross, you both have been whipped for each other since you met. You know any Jimin stans?" I laughed and JK shook his head at him. I told him I only know a Joon stan and a Tae stan. He rolled his eyes and said, "Come on JK, lets work out before the meeting starts." as he walked away. I heard a door close and JK sat down on some couch. 

"Hi my Angel. I miss you." he said. "I miss you too Handsome. Thank you for the flowers." I replied. He just sat there staring at me thru the phone. He said, "Y/N, you look so beautiful in my house. Today would have been a really shitty and long day for me, but knowing that you will be there when I get off and that I get to spend time with someone as amazing as you makes my day bearable." I blushed and said, "Aiiish, you already made me cry seeing the spot you made for my stuff in your closet. What are you trying to do to me huh?" He gave me a concerned look and asked why that made me cry. I said "because it was so cuuute. You're so sweet to me. I just never thought someone could love me the way you do. I guess I just never felt important to anyone. With you, everything is different. I think we just love people the same way. We have the same love language." He just stared at me smiling still. He said, "Y/N you really don't understand how much I love you, do you?" I looked down and then at him with my lips pressed together not knowing what to say. He smiles and says, "Don't worry you'll find out soon." I looked at him curiously, but I didn't ask anything further. 

"So I won't be able to watch my video with you. I'll be stuck in the meeting. I know you'll like it. I just wish I could watch your reaction." he said in pout. He looks so cute when he talks like that so I giggled at him. I said, "I think I'm gonna get on discord and watch it with my besties. I'm just nervous because I haven't been on that much since I met you. I'm scared I will slip up and say something about us. I trust them, but I understand why I can't tell them." He looked at me strangely and said, "It doesn't matter if you tell them. If they're your besties then they should know and that way you don't feel like you're hiding anything from them." I looked at him like he was crazy, but TBH that was kind of a relief thinking maybe our relationship doesn't have to be a complete secret. I'm not good at lying and I already know they will know something is up. 

Someone yelled out "Jungkook" and he had to go to the meeting now. We got off the phone after his 11 goodbyes. He's literally the same exact way as he is on live. It was cute. I got off the phone and went to the flowers. I ran my hand over them taking in their scent. They were so pretty. I grabbed my laptop and got set up on his dining table. The video will premier in 45 mins. I was nervous to sign into Discord. I'm sure they're gonna grill me for not being around much lately. There's so much to catch up on. I still have no idea if I should tell them or if they would even believe me if I tell them. 

I guess I'll just sign in 10 mins before it drops, watch the video with them, and then talk afterwards. NGL, I'm feeling so nervous. 

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