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23.10.02 IDIOT

JK POV:

I finished my listening party and I was packing up to leave. Jimin came rushing through the doors. I could tell by his face he looked like he wanted to hit me. He yells, "Yahh, are you a fucking idiot? Why would you say that?!" I gave him a confused look. He shoved me and asked, "Where's Y/N? Did she leave you or something?" "SHIT!" I yelled back. Jimin shook his head, "Yahhh, why would you even address that? You deserve it if she leaves you. Well lucky for you, you now have a million girlfriends. I guess I can shoot my shot with Y/N now cause she's one in a million. You fucked up so hard. I doubt she'll even want to talk to you after that."

I froze. I couldn't stop the tears from running down my face. I screamed out "FUUUUUUUUUUUCKKK." I wasn't thinking to be honest. To make it worse, the whole situation between me and Y/N today. I sat there and talked to Jimin about the whole thing. I realized I didn't even text her like I was supposed to once I got to the office. I was scared to go home. What if she's not there? What if she did leave like Jimin said he would have if he was Y/N? 

I got home and went to unlock the door. It was dark except for the small light in the bedroom and the light that stays on for Bam. Bam came and greeted me. I ran to the bedroom. I checked the closet and all her stuff was still there. I looked at the papers on the bed. They were emails between Yoona and Y/N talking about removing the guy from the team for being unprofessional towards Y/N. The date and times were highlighted. Y/N was talking to Yoona about this even before I started getting upset about him. God I feel like an idiot. 

I looked around and couldn't find Y/N anywhere. The kitchen and the office reeked of wine. Bam went into the office so I followed him wondering where Y/N could have went. I was getting worried. I sat down in her chair and put my head back. I noticed Bam laying in the closet so I went and crawled to him. Then I saw her. She had the bottom of her face tucked into my sweater. I could only see her eyes and forehead. I could hear her mumbling something in her sleep. I started crying. I was just so happy to see her here, to see her cuddled in my hoody. She still loves me. I went behind her and pulled her into my arms. I kissed her cheeks and just laid there with her. 

I remember her telling me how when she used to have a hard time growing up that sleeping in the closet comforted her. I think I now know why she told me that in the first place. She started to wake up and she whispered, "JK?" I picked her up and walked her to the bedroom. I got in the bed with her and kissed her softly. I told her, "I'm sorry I am such an idiot. I don't deserve you Y/N. You mean the world to me. Thank you for still being here and for loving me.  I promise I will make it up to you my Angel. " She just smiled at me and said, "I love you JK. I'm so happy you're home. I missed you so much." My heart stopped. Her words meant so much to me. I couldn't stop kissing her. 

She looked at me and giggled. I asked her, "What's so funny love?" She grabbed my hand and pulled my fingers into her shorts. She was wet. I got butterflies the second my fingers touched her wetness. It was so soft and so warm. I couldn't wait to get in there. She moaned as I slid my length in from behind. I held her tight as I thrusted in and out. Her head went back and I grabbed her throat. She looked so fucking sexy. I slid my hoodie off her and climbed on top of her. She looked so beautiful underneath me. I kissed her nipple as I thrusted all of me inside her. Her head went back with her mouth partly open. Her sounds slurred and elevated slowly in volume. I could feel her clenching. Fuck she was so tight. She moaned out loud, "Fuuuuuck JK, harder please." I looked down at her beautiful face. Her body glistened in sweat. I was already so close to cumming. I told her, "Cum for me beautiful." as I rammed my length deeper in. I pushed her legs up and continued thrusting into her. She screamed and moaned that she was cumming. I told her I was about to cum and she pulled me out and slid me into her mouth. I came in her mouth. She showed me all proudly her mouth full of my cum. She swallowed and laid back down facing me. She brushed my hair out of my face. She said, "I love you so much Jungkook." and she nodded off to sleep. 

Looking at her face, I could tell she's been crying. I couldn't sleep. The thought of losing her again wouldn't leave my mind. She's so perfect. I couldn't stop wondering why she loves me so much. I felt horrible for making her so sad that she found comfort in the closet. I knew how sad she must have felt to find comfort in there. I never want to be the reason she resorts to that ever again. I just ran my fingers through her hair and kept giving her soft cheek kisses until I finally drifted off to sleep. 

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