Yes, we all exist: fluff and giggles

Forgot to erase it

Dean and Cas were in a relationship but at this point it seems brand new. At least because up till today they hadn't shared computers with each other so Cas hadn't yet seen Dean's search history. So maybe it's not fully brand new but at what point in a relationship do you let your partner use your computer without worrying what they might see if you don't erase the history? Even if you usually do or at the very least use a tab in the incognito section so it wouldn't matter if you erased it or not because it just goes away anyways.

But today Cas was over and it was normal for anyone to be jumpy about this kind of thing even if you didn't have anything to hide not that what Cas ended up finding was something Dean necessarily needed to hide especially not from Cas. It started off as innocent as it could've been Cas over Dean getting ready to be presentable. Cas had asked Dean if he could use his laptop to check his email which isn't a complicated thing it was simple really and it wouldn't take that long.

And honestly if he just used something like Google which has a direct link to email if it were a Gmail account it would've been no problem. And what could Dean say as Cas was already in the process of opening the computer upon asking without waiting for an answer anyways? Because when partners try and look at your devices it's usually because they think you're cheating and it was early enough on that Cas would never think to question Dean over something like that and while Dean wasn't exactly a relationship type guy he also would never cheat. Cas was his first real serious relationship everything else had always been one night stands flings all just sex and no strings attached like feelings.

But now he has Cas and he thought that saying no would make Cas think he had something to hide and Dean didn't want it to come across that way. So there stood Dean fixing his hair as if he really even needed to chances were it was about to get messed up again in a moment anyways. But he hoped that he remembered to close out of any windows that may cause for an alarm or curiosity upon seeing that Cas had already opened said computer.

And while Cas isn't the stalker type he did feel the need to look deeper into what he found with the autocorrected options as he began his search in the typing box so he could get to his email. Of course knowing Dean something sex related wouldn't had been surprising for him to see in the history or the autocorrect options the computer should've been hinting at but not over something that had the words "fluff" and "giggles" in the titles. His gaze shifted to Dean as he finished getting dressed before making his way over to the bed and laying down next to Cas just as Cas closed out of the site he'd found.

Even if what Cas did find was over the subject of tickling it's not like it was something sexy or even that kinky what a cruel disgusting words like kink and fetish there have to be better words out there for something as light as the topic of tickling especially when you don't also apply things like sex to it or taking off clothes tickling is meant to be safe and fun for both parties and the fact it was just tickling and nothing else was even more intriguing and right now what he was seeing was just that Dean liked to read about it happening to other people blogs full of fan fiction that were just characters in tickling situations unless of course some of them were the kind you insert yourself into and there's nothing wrong with that kind either it just didn't seem like something Cas nor anyone else would've expected Dean to be into.

But he closed out of it before Dean saw what he'd been looking at and decided emails could wait as he sat with this new info he learned about his boyfriend and if he was gonna simply file it away or use it maybe even talk about it with him and while it was nothing to be ashamed of tickling is already kind of a taboo subject in itself so talking to your partner about whether or not you like that kind of thing just to talk about it and not even get to the tickling part itself was already enough to make the subject squirm and blush if brought up especially when its so fresh and new and the subject in front of you wasn't expecting such a convo to come up.