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Shadow me

It's not easy being an actress especially when you're just starting out. But when you're young stupid and nieve you don't really have the choice to be picky. But....One of my brothers Gabriel has his own company. Offered for me to shadow him. Directing producing the whole bit. One of my biological brothers Dean is one of the leads in many of the movies they make. Gabe is not there a lot he has lots of different lots and warehouses and what not that he owns that he goes to and from it's a chain company. So they never actually see each other often. And really when it's just me that holds the bridge they don't really do much interacting with each other between the families unless they have to.

Not because they don't like each other. No in fact Gabe and Sam are dating but Cas he's been away a lot for his past job. So, while I might go out and see them all often Cas and Dean haven't seen each other in any fashion friendship or romantic or other since we were like still kids. To the point they don't even really recognize each other much these days anymore. Now they recall each others names and blush whenever they hear it spoken and they've all kept in touch in other fashions just not eye to eye or visiting. And they only really as of right now keep in touch because of me.

Well the company Cas worked for shut down and all of the employees needed new jobs. Cas was a little warry at first when Gabe offered him to come work for him. Starting him out as DA. Gabe promised he wouldn't put me in the same kind of media as he does for Dean. I didn't really know what that meant. Just that the kind of movies Dean's in and T.V. Shows he's been in I've never seen because they're not my cup of tea. Think Euphoria meets like the stuff Ursula on Friends does when they thought it was Phoebe. Normally I'm not usually around for when they're shooting those kinds of scenes or knew what he did really just that they were adult films and like ratings like what I described.

When I'm not acting I shadow Gabe or I become his right hand. Which meant that Cas got to now shadow me or Gabe. Awkwardly enough we were all on set together that day. Something just wasn't going the way it was supposed to. And you know these things need safe words and consent and you know all those other safety things especially when it comes to each other's bodies in scenes. Yes he knew what he was signing up for but everyone should still be comfortable enough with how things are going. And when you work with stuff like this your cast is tight you get to know each other very well.

I'm not very comfortable really around any of this stuff especially because it's family now. But sometimes I do hear stories. They spare me details unless they think its not so bad and they know my limits. Cas on the other hand had no idea what he was getting himself into. But he had a good idea considering he knew what kind of genre of media Gabe worked in. Which means he happened to be coming to join us on a day Dean was in a scene where he wouldn't be wearing much of anything. I didn't say naked I said not much of anything. Like the kinky bedroom scene stuff.

Now Cas himself is a writer and a lot of his stuff had gotten awards and stuff. Gabe had kind of warned him that he'd be helping me out for now and when he came in today it would be mostly helping the actors and the other crew and maybe some clean up. And he could work on his writing with plenty of time. And that could also include helping me with my scenes going through lines and whatever because I would practice my stuff when I wasn't helping do other things but of course Cas knew that I wouldn't be doing the kind of stuff Gabe was into the more G or PG rated things. Which he was more than happy to help with and it was in my contract not to be involved with that kind of stuff.

Gabe warned Cas one of the perks was the pretty actors. Especially the actor the he'd be working closely with over the next few weeks. You remember the biological brothers of our raised little sister? Gabe had put it. Cas had rolled his eyes thought Gabe couldn't tell and that was a plus on Cas's part since he was blushing a lot after hearing him say that when they spoke over the phone as he cleared his throat. Yes Sam and Dean what about them? Whatever you and your boyfriend are into I don't wanna know about it Gabriel. He'd scolded as he squirmed.