Your Lovable Side (Joshua SVT)

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Joshua P.O.V

After dropping Hyunjoo off at her home, I came back home and took a shower. When I came out of the shower I saw all the boys gathered.

„What are you looking at without me?" I asked and jumped on the couch with them.
„Joshua did you decide to go for Sora now?" Vernon asked.
„What? Of course not! What makes you say that?"
Seungkwan showed me his phone and it were pics of Sora and me in the bus.
„When did they take this?..." I sighed.
„What's going on? I thought you were gonna go with Hyunjoo. Why is Sora with you?" Seungcheol asked.
„That's because of Hyunjoo herself. She forced me to sit next to her." I continued drying my hair.
„You can't be sitting around here! Now everyone thinks you have something to do with her." Jeonghan said.
„Everyone in college thinks you guys are dating." Dokyeom said.

„I don't care as long Hyunjoo doesn't think that." I leaned back against the couch and looked at my phone I couldn't help but smile brightly. It was a message from Hyunjoo.

„Thank you so much for today. It would have been hard without you. Have a good night and see you tomorrow."

„His world is all about Hyunjoo but I think you should be careful." Seungkwan said and everyone nodded.
„Why?"
„Look at how Sora is looking at you." Minghao said.
„She is smiling?..." I didn't know what they mean.
„What he means is it could be that she likes you. It's something in her eyes..." Seungcheol said.
„She likes me?"
„Maybe." Jun said.
„Our boy is so popular." Woozi said and everyone laughed.
„What about you Seungcheol? You like her friend or not? When are you gonna confess?"
„Why is it suddenly about me?" he got flustered and got up. We all started laughing.

Hyunjoo P.O.V

When I arrived home I sent Joshua a message thanking him for today.
„Something good must have happened. You are smiling so brightly." I didn't know I was smiling but even if I did that smile disappeared quickly after hearing that voice.
„Why are you home? I thought you won't come back this month?" I asked dad. He is often in other countries because of work so I don't see him that often. One of the big reasons why I am not close to him.

„I was curious about how you are doing. That's why I came back for today. I will fly to japan tomorrow."
„Well you saw me now. I am fine so I am going back in my room."
„At least let's eat together." I stopped at the stairs and sighed. Whatever it's just a meal. I can also tell him that I am moving out.

We sat at the big dining table just the three of us and the table felt like it was meters long. Back then with mom everything in this house was warm. Nothing felt weird and big. I looked around and thought how much I hate this house which I once used to love.

„Why aren't you eating. You don't like the food? Should I tell them to make something else?"
„No need I am done eating." I said.
„What about a desert I-„
„I am moving out of here." I said and for a while it was quite but I could see how that witch tried to hide her smile.
„What are you saying in front of your father?! How can you move out-„
„Why do you want to move out?" he cut her off
„I am sick and tired of living here. It's suffocating since mom died. So let me leave dad."

„Where is the place you are gonna live at? And where did you get the money from?"
„I was working part time jobs since I started college. I gathered enough for an apartment. It's near my college."
„You have been working part time jobs after college?" he looked shocked. I nodded.
„I should have looked out for her more. I am so sorry. It's all my fault that she is acting this way I-„
„You can move out." he said and I was shocked.
I was pretty sure he would make it a big deal.
„Are you serious?"
„I am. After all you are saying you feel uncomfortable living here. So how can I force you?" he smiled sadly and that made my tears come up. I looked down so he won't see the tears.

I was closer to my dad than I was to my mother when I was little. Her death changed our lives completely. I don't know anything about him, he doesn't know anything about me we are just like strangers.
„Thanks dad." is all I could say and I got up.

It's almost weekend. 😆