Your Lovable Side (Joshua SVT)

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Hyunjoo P.O.V

I just arrived home and drank water.
„Where did he disappear to?" he disappeared with Sora and didn't come back to class he doesn't even pick up when I call. I am just in denial I should know that everything must have gone well with her and they might be together the whole time now.
„I have to move on." I said while tears started building up as I was imagining him holding her hand, hugging and giving her a smile that only she can see.
I looked up to stop my tears from coming out.

I sat down at the couch and hugged my legs.
„I should move to a different country." right now this seemed like the only way to get him out of my head.
My eyelids were becoming heavy but they openend immediately at the sound of the bell.
„Who is it at this time?" I walked to the door.
„Who is it?"
„It's me Joshua." I quickly openend the door and saw a stumbling Joshua who smiled brightly at me.

„It's Hyunjoo." he said and hugged me.
„How much did you drink?" I tried to bring him over to the couch because he was barely able to walk by himself. He laid down on the couch.
„Why did you drink so much?" I asked him. I sat down on the floor next to him and removed the hair out of his face and caressed his cheeks.

„I really thought I wouldn't see you sleep in this house again."
„Oh it's Hyunjoo. Why are you at my house?" he asked and I laughed.
„I should be the one asking you. This is my apartment."
„Really?" he looked around confused.
„I am sorry. I will leave immediately." he tried to get up but I pushed him back.

„Just sleep here who knows where you will go now."
„I can sleep here? Really?" he asked totally excited. It made me want to kiss every part of his face.
„Cute." I said and got up.
„Don't go." he held my arm and I was getting flashbacks.
„Why you want to make me sleep next to you again?"
„I slept so well here that day." my heart was beating faster. So he knew that we slept in one bed? Why didn't he wake me then?

„I was so disappointed when morning came. I really liked the warmth." is all he said and fell asleep.
„Hey wake up you idiot. What do you mean you liked it? Why would you like-„ I sighed. He is totally gone I can't wake him up. While he is sleeping peacefully I will have a sleepless night today.
„You can't do this to me Joshua. I am already going crazy because of you." I got up gave him a blanket and walked into my room to sleep which I won't.

Joshua P.O.V

A bad headache greeted me in the morning when I got up.
„Where am I?" I really drank too much yesterday. I looked around and was suprised that I was at Hyunjoo's apartment.
„Why am I here and what did I do?" I got up and walked around nervously. I don't remember what happened yesterday.
„You are awake?"
I turned around and Hyunjoo walked out of her room. Her hair was totally messed up and her eyes barely open but she still looked so pretty to me.

She poured some water into two glasses and walked over to me.
„Here you must be thirsty." she gave me the glass and I emptied it.
„Did I barge in last night?"
„You don't remember?" I shook my head.
„Nothing."
„After making me go through all this how can you not remember?" she whispered but I heard it.
„W-what?"
„Nothing. You should hurry back home don't you have morning classes?"
„I- I should but did I really do nothing?"
„You didn't now leave." she said giving me my bag and pushing me out of the door.
„I definitely did something I shouldn't."

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