Your Lovable Side (Joshua SVT)

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We were sitting on the couch after I gave Joshua the first aid kit. He started treating my wounds and while he looked so worried that he might hurt me I was looking at his face lovingly. Knowing that I can look as much as I want now without hiding. He gently touched my skin and I couldn't help but tease him.
„Ouch." I said jokingly but apparently it wasn't a joke for Joshua he took it too seriously.
„Oh no did I hurt you?! I am trying to be careful and still hurted you. Get up Hyunjoo we are going to the hospital they are experts in treating wounds."

„Calm down Joshua I was joking." I said and grabbed his hand to pull him back down on the couch.
„Really?" I nodded and he sighed relieved.
„I thought my soul is leaving my body."
„You are exaggerating. I am not dying because of this."
„You are not thankfully. But this injuries are not minor for me. I wish you could see how much it hurts me to see your pretty face having this bruises that you don't deserve." he gently cupped my other cheek which was fine and placed my hand over his. His hands were so big and it felt safe holding them.

„Joshua?"
„Hm?"
„Since when did you like me?"
„Ha ha. Do I have to answer that?" he said scratching the back of his head while avoiding my eyes. Now I had to know it even more.
„I won't let you go anywhere until you tell me." I said trying to make it sound like a threat but he smiled at me.
„You do know that's not a punishment but a reward for me?" he said patting my head and my cheeks were heating up.

„W-wait that's not-„
„I will tell you." He had my full attention.
„The first day.... of college?" I jumped up and had my hand on my mouth.
„No way! You fell for me at first sight?"
„Is that weird?" he asked and I sat back down next to him.

„No it's not I am just so shocked. I didn't think you liked me for that long. I thought that you fell for me after we met. But turns you already knew me before."
„I saw you coming to college with Seulbi that day. She was complaining that her clothes are getting wet in the rain but you were just enjoying it and for some reason I couldn't look away from you. You looked so happy and carefree and that brought my heart out of control. After that I always looked for you. That's when I found out that you like gentle and kind guys so I started that character.

„Wait. That fakeness was for me?" I laughed.
„Ouch. It wasn't fake. At least not to you. I wanted you to acknowledge me and you did but in the wrong way and the other people started giving me attention which I didn't want."
„I can't believe that this was all because of me."
„Everything was always about you for me. I don't care about what other people think of me. It was important for me what you think about me. And I disappointed you."
„No you didn't! I am sorry for misunderstanding you and saying all that nonsense to you. I shouldn't have said that. My sixth sense isn't that good you shouldn't trust it. After all I didn't sense any danger from Sora." we started laughing and Joshua talked more about the moments when he saw me and I loved listening to it. It made realize more and more how much he loved me all the time over...

I am on vacation for 5 weeks y'all and I am telling you guys my internet is so bad. 🥺😭 but I will try my best to update. Hope you guys have a nice day. ❤️❤️❤️