Your Lovable Side (Joshua SVT)

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I dragged him to my room and placed him on my bed.
„God you are burning so much." I walked out to get a basin with water and a towel and then saw a bag on the floor. I looked inside and saw medicine for cold in there.
„Why didn't he take it?" I took the bag and basin and walked into the room.
„Joshua wake up. You have to take the medicine." he wasn't responding. I decided to wipe his body first to make the temperature go down.
„God he is sweating so much." his whole shirt was wet and I didn't know what to do. I wiped his face and neck and then unbuttoned his shirt a little bit.
„I am sorry Joshua bear with me."

I kept wiping until the temperature went down a little bit. He started moving around.
„Joshua are you awake?"
„Where am I?"
„You collapsed don't you remember?"
„Did I?"
„Come on you have to take the medicine get up for a while. He wanted to get up and I helped him up.
I put the medicine in his mouth and gave him some water. He lied down again and that's when I thought of the shirt.

„Wait Joshua don't fall asleep we have to change your shirt.
I walked over to my closet to take out my oversized shirt.
When I was in front of him he already fell asleep again.
„Joshua?" he didn't respond and I kept looking at his shirt wondering if I should change it or not.
I hate myself that my heart was beating like crazy while he is sick in bed.

„Come to your senses his well being is more important right now." I unbuttoned his shirt and with every button I was opening my heart was going crazy. My cheeks were burning as if I am the one with a fever. I bit on my lips when I saw his well built body.
„I must be crazy. I took the towel to wipe him down once before he wears the shirt and while I was doing that I couldn't help but hold my breath. I put on the shirt on him and finally breathed again.

I got up and fanned myself with my hands. I hate myself for not getting his body out of my mind. I sat down next to him and placed my hand on his forehead.
„At least it's going down now." I caressed his hair back which was tickling his eyes.
„Idiot why go through all this when you are not feeling well. Just say you can't help why make yourself suffer?" I felt so bad for making him do all this work the whole day.

I wanted to get up to wash his shirt but he suddenly pulled me back making me lose my balance. I fell onto him.
„Joshua are you ok?"
„Don't go stay here with me."
„I have to wash-„ I couldn't say anything because he placed both his arms around me hugging me tightly while he moved me next to him holding me tightly in his arms. I thought my heart was about to jump out of my chest. I was so close to him that I could hear his breath and heartbeat. His breath tickled my ear making me go crazy. I pulled one arm out of his grip and looked at his face while I had my hand on his cheeks.
„Idiot. Do you even know what you are doing right now? Do you know how much I want the time to stop?" I didn't want morning to come.

I kept looking at his mesmerising face I couldn't take my eyes away it's as if my eyes were locked on him.
„I love you so much Joshua." I said and I think that's the only time I will be able to say this. I kept looking at him until I fell asleep in his arms.

Girl is already going crazy like this what will happen when they start dating? 😂 well until then we still have time. I hope you guys liked it 🫶🏽