Your Lovable Side (Joshua SVT)

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Before dad left he explained me that he didn't know anything that was happening at home. He started being suspicious when I wanted to move out so he started investigating that woman and found everything out. He told me he is going to divorce her and I felt a big and heavy rock falling down from my heart. I always thought he knew everything and was ignoring it there were so many misunderstandings between us which are all gone now.

It took me forever to clean everything. I grabbed the trash bags and walked out to throw them away. When I threw them away and turned around to go inside again I saw Joshua standing there. I looked down and wanted to walk inside.
„Wait let's talk Hyunjoo." he grabbed my arm and even though he grabbed it gently it hurted because of the fall earlier. I hid my face hoping he wouldn't see my bruises.
„I don't want to talk right now. I have a lot going on just go home Joshua let's talk some other time."
„Why aren't you looking at me? Please look at me it hurts when you do that."

„Leave me alone!" I pulled my arm away and took a few steps back.
„Miss are there any problems?" it was the secretary of my dad.
„Everything is ok why are you still here?"
„Your dad asked me to come back and look if you need help with the mess."
„You can go I can handle it on my own." he looked over to Joshua.
„That's ok he is a friend. Don't worry." he nodded and walked back to his car.

„Hyunjoo what is going on? Which mess?" What a shitty day I am so sick and tired. Biting my lips wasn't helping at all to hold my tears back. I started crying and it was so embarrassing.
„I hate it." Joshua came over to me and took me in his arms tightly.
„Everything is gonna be ok. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to just know that I am here for you."

„You idiot. You shouldn't be here. Why aren't you with your girlfriend?" I hit his chest. I am so childish to let out my anger and pain on him it's not even his fault. It's just me and my stupid feelings.

„You can hit me as much as you want if it makes you feel better but there is no girlfriend." he said and I looked up at him totally forgetting about the bruises. I saw his eyes widening and you could clearly see that he was angry and worried at the same time he gently touched my hurting cheek and I still flinched.

„I said I won't ask but after seeing this I have to. Who did this to you?" his voice was shaking because of the anger which he was trying to hold back so it doesn't scare me. I let go of him and grabbed his trembling hand.

„Come on let's go inside." he followed me and when we were in the apartment he was even more shocked after seeing the mess. He looked back at me.
„In the dark it wasn't that visible but now looking at you.... It must hurt a lot. Who did that Hyunjoo? Tell me."
„That woman was here. She pushed and hit me."
„She has gone to far!" is all he said and wanted to sprint out to go to her.
„You won't find her at home." I stopped him.

„Dad found out everything about her she is going to jail. Finally." I said while giving him a relieved smile.
He took me in his arms again so tightly as if he wants to take all my pain away.
„I won't let anything like this happen to you again. I will always be by your side." he said and I was getting lost in his smell again. Every pain was gone with him being here. I can't even remember how much it hurted earlier.

„But what did you mean by she isn't your girlfriend? I saw you guys-„
„That was all Sora's doing. I never liked her at all. I lied to you." I took a few steps back and looked at him suprised. He never liked her?

„At first I was afraid that you might find out about my feelings so I lied to you. But you hate people who lie so I was afraid that when you know I lied you will hate me for that. I am sorry." I wasn't interested in all of this. I was only interested in one thing.

„Who is the one you like?" my heart was beating faster hoping that he says that I am the one he likes. He smiled at me and caressed my cheek. He put his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. My hand landed on his chest and I could feel how crazy his heart was beating even faster than mine.

„You... it has always been you who I like Hyunjoo and no one else." he said and before I could even process it his lips were already on mine and my body moved on its own throwing my arms around his neck trying to pull him even closer. I couldn't help but smile into the kiss I was so happy and the lips I wanted so badly were finally mine.

Dating era is here 😌🩷