Your Lovable Side (Joshua SVT)

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„Stop it don't hit him! I am begging you stop. I will do whatever you want just don't hit him!"

„Are you ok?" I get pulled back into reality by Joshua who is handing me a glass of water.
„I am ok yeah." I say sitting on the couch trying to put away these memories.
„You are so pale." he says but he doesn't ask more. He clearly looks worried but doesn't ask me anything.

„Why won't you ask me anything?"
„Hm?"
„That guy earlier why won't you ask me? Aren't you curious?"
„Of course I am curious. But I can also see that meeting him again took a toll on you. I don't want to burden you more than you already are. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to but I will always be here if you need someone to talk." I smile at him that's so typical Joshua. Always nice and understanding...

„I... want to tell you about it but... I can't get a word out at the moment. I am so shocked so I need some time to process this." he just nods and gives me a hug. I lean back my head on his chest and he plays with my hair which makes me calm down. I was so tensed up the whole time but I could feel how my eyelids were getting heavy and it didn't take long to fall asleep.

Joshua P.O.V

I wake up by the sound of the rain and thunder. I look over to Hyunjoo who was laying next to me in the bed. She also started moving around and her forehead was covered with sweat.
„No...please....don't." I sit up to take a closer look. She is having a bad dream.
„Hyunjoo." I say trying to wake her up.
„Don't hit him... he didn't do anything wrong... I will listen to you...please leave him alone... no, no....no NOOOOOOO." she jumps up out of breath and I am startled.

I try to act calm and take her hand in mine.
„Hey love. It's ok I am here for you. You had a bad dream." she looks at me totally shocked. Tears a flowing down her cheeks and she doesn't move at all.
I wipe away her tears and hug her tightly against my chest while laying down again.
„Everything is gonna be ok." her arm wraps around my body. Her nails digging into the skin of my back which hurted. Whatever happened between these two it definitely was traumatizing for her. I hug her tighter and I can feel her breath which was tickling my neck, stabilising again.

„I am sorry Shua. I am so so sorry."
„You don't have to be sorry about anything. Just sleep we won't go to college tomorrow. Let's take some days off. You need it and I need it to."
„Alright." is all she says. I pat her head waiting for her to fall asleep again.
„God I hate seeing you in pain. It feels like someone is ripping my heart out." I place a kiss on her forehead and fall asleep with her in my arms.

The next morning I wake up and see it's 10am. Hyunjoo is gone and I smell something delicious.
„She must be cooking something." I get up and walk straight to the kitchen. There she stands and I walk over to her and hug her from behind.

„Did you sleep well?" she asks while my head is on her shoulder.
„What about you are you ok?" I ask and she turns around looking at me and giving me a kiss and hugging me back.
„Thanks to you. I am so grateful that you were here."
„What do you think should I move in here?"
„I actually thought about that. Let's live together Joshua." I was just kidding but she took me by suprise.
„A-are you serious?" she nods and gives me a big smile. Looking at her smile made me relax too. Thank god she seems fine.

„Well I have no other choice than moving in then." I say and she hits me. I laugh and everything seemed perfect until the bell rang.

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