Your Lovable Side (Joshua SVT)

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Joshua P.O.V

I slowly opened my eyes and I could have imagined everything but not that I would be sleeping with Hyunjoo in my arms. My eyes widened at her sight and my heart was beating uncontrollably loud that I was afraid she would hear it. Just what happened last night? I just remember that I was about to leave.
She started moving around a little but didn't wake up. My arms were around her and her arm around me. I tried not to move too much. Because when she wakes up this moment is over and I wanted to stay a little bit longer like this.

The hair was tickling her face so she moved around. I quickly moved the hair nervously away hoping she doesn't wake up and she didn't. She snuggled even closer with her lips close to my neck.
„I am going crazy." I couldn't help but whisper. Her breathing on my neck was making me lose my mind. I tried to act normally but there was pure chaos inside me right now. I looked down at her face and couldn't help but place my lips on her forehead. I really didn't want this to pass can someone just stop the time? I wanted to cherish this moment longer but Hyunjoo slowly opened her eyes and I quickly closed mine again.

Hyunjoo P.O.V

I opened my eyes and realized that I was still in Joshua's arms. I smiled and slowly removed his arm around me and sat up.
„He is still sleeping." I placed my hand on his forehead and sighed relieved.
„Thankfully his fever went down." I got up slowly to take a shower and to make him breakfast. I got my clothes and walked into the bathroom.

Joshua P.O.V

She walked out and I could finally breathe normally. I turned on my back and placed my hand on my chest.
„I can't believe this just happened." I looked down and I wasn't wearing my shirt was it hers? I couldn't help but smell it and a wide smile spread on my face. It smells so good and I feel like a pervert right now.
„Do I have to return this to her? I don't want to." I heard the shower going on and decided to stay in bed until she is done showering. I took out my phone and looked at all the messages from the guys.
They were all cheering me on not knowing that their friend collapsed here.

After scrolling through my phone I heard the door of the bathroom open so I got up and walked out.
I saw Hyunjoo standing in the living room drying her hair with the towel.
„Good morning." I said and she turned around. My heart was out of control again seeing her with the wet hair and the water dripping on her oversized white shirt in which she looked so damn good.

„Good morning. How are you feeling?" she asked.
„Better but what happened?..."
„You don't remember? You collapsed because of your fever so I dragged you to the bed and helped you get rid of the fever the whole night.
„Ah really?"
„You should be thankful that I was here. I didn't even sleep for a minute I was awake the whole night." I couldn't help but smile she doesn't want me to know that we slept in one bed so I guess I shouldn't talk about it. It will just make her uncomfortable.
„I am so sorry for that. I will pay you back for sure."
„Don't forget it." I nodded.

„Now sit down I will make you breakfast. Watch some tv or something."
„I should help you."
„No need! You have to rest. I don't want to drag you to the bed again. Once is enough." I laughed and sat down just as she wanted me to. I acted like I was looking at my phone but in real I was continuously looking at her trying not to smile like an idiot. I wish it could always be like this but for that to happen I have to propose and she has to like me but after all she doesn't have the same feelings as me so I can't confess. I can't lose what I have now. When I confess I will even lose this...

I took a sick leave this week so I had some time to update so the second chapter for today. Enjoy.🩷