First Love [Luke Hemmings]

Chp 21

Anne

"I love you..." I told him as I got up his bed & got dressed.

It was already 1 in the morning & my mom has been blowing up my phone since 11. I put it on silent but the light kept distracting us so I just turned it off. I knew she was okay with me seeing Luke but not stay here till late at night. I slowly walked down his stairs not making to much noise to wake him up. Good thing his parents are in Oakland for the week cause then I wouldn't be at his house this time.

I didn't drive here since his house was only a few blocks down but I didn't want to walk this late & I didn't want to wake him to drive me home.

"Where have you been!? Mom is worried sick!" Issac screams through the phone.

" I'm at Luke's, come pick me up?"

" I know you are with Luke cause mom told me but you should of answered her calls"

" I know but it I'll explain when I get home. I'll be out side waiting for you. Don't tell mom"

"Ugh okay, I'll be there in 5"

I wait for my sister outside of Lukes house & I look at the sky & it's beautiful. The moon is bigger then ever & all the stars are out lighting up the sky. I day dream of what my life could be if I didn't have this sickness. I would be able to attend graduation & prom, go to San Diego State Uni. & be a marine biologist traveling the world with Luke by my side or have a family with Luke. I really want a family. I want a baby girl with eyes like Luke & heart shaped lips like me. Dark colored hair like her momma but light skin like her daddy.

I see a shooting star & I just wish for one thing.

"Anne.."

I come back to reality & I see Isaac waiting for me.

" how was it?" She asks as we drive off.

"Amazing" I smile. Just remembering the night with Luke has me blushing.

"Anna did you??" She looked at me puzzled at first but me just smiling she knew.

" ohh my godddddd! Anne, what?! How was it?! Did you like it? Tell me everything!"

" ewww no Isa! That's gross" I laugh.

"Yeah your right it is eww. But that's cute! Was it what you expected?"

" honestly it was good. It felt just right. You know"

We were parked in the driveway already but I just couldn't stop thinking about it.

"Well mom is asleep but the door is open okay, don't make to much noise"

" you aren't coming in?" I looked at her puzzled " you live here too"

" I know I'm not dumb" she rolls her eyes at me " I work at 3 so I have to be on my way already"

"Okay then, love you be safe" I kiss her bye & walk towards the house. I go straight to my room.

I get ready for bed as I do the usual. I wash my face & brush my teeth, put my hair in a messy bun & change to my pjs. I look at my body first & see how it's changed. First I gain weight, muffin top & Asian looking eyes & then I go to skeleton status in just 3 days. My collar bones showing & bags under my eyes & now after what happened I'm going back to how I was before. My face looks better then before but I'm still skinny. I use to weigh 125 & now I'm at 105. Before it was 95 but I gained 10 so it's good.

I lay down on my bed & I decided to text Luke.

To: 👽💕

I'm sorry I left. I didn't want you to get a whoop ass from my mom. I love you, always 😌

I put my phone on silent & left it to charge. I close my eyes & think about the night I just had with Luke.

We went upstairs to his room & we started watching "Neighbors" but I couldn't. I kept staring at him because I missed him so much.

"Luke"

He turned around to look at me "what?"

I just looked at him, put my hands on face & kissed him. He was Kissing me back & then he got on top of me.
My hands went down to his waist were his belt was & I started to take it off.

"Are you sure?" He asked me "are you positive?"

I just laughed & kissed him assuring I was sure.

I took off his belt & unbuckled his pants as he took off my sweater & kissed my neck. I started to take off his shirt as he took started to unzip my pants. We were just kissing until I felt his hand go from pants to my underwear.

"Ahhh"

"Are you okay? What's wrong?"

Luke looked at me kinda scarred. "It's alright Luke. Your hands are just cold" I laughed.

"Sorry" we laughed as he put his forehead against mine. We just looked at each other & I felt his hand go inside. Luke is my first in everything. I thought I was going to be nervous but I felt comfortable, like I knew it was always going to be him.

I got up & he looked at me puzzled I took off my final piece of clothing, my bra & I started to take off his pants slowly.

"Are you okay? I know it's your first time & I don't want to pressure you" he whispered to me as he positioned himself.

"It feels like I'm pressuring you" I laugh "Luke it's okay" I smile at him. I put both my hands on the side of his face & lower him to me to kiss him. We start kissing & I feel it... I feel him. It hurt at first but then the feeling turned to pleasure. He takes both my hands & pins them down to my side & locks our fingers together. It didn't last long but it was amazing. I felt safe with him.