First Love [Luke Hemmings]

Chp 18

"Took you long enough" I joked with Luke as he made his way down the auditorium stairs.

"You know I love making an appearance" he joked.

"Shut up" I laughed as he hugged me "I loved the song Luke" I whispered into his ear "I loved it as much as I love you....if that makes since" I whispered into his ear.

"Perfect since Anne" I felt his lip ring on my ear signifying that he was smiling "I love you" he said as he kissed my forehead.

"I love you too" I smiled as I felt his lips on my forehead.

I love you that I don't want to hurt you, but at the end I will...

"So where are we going?" I asked him as I let him go

"Well I want to take you to this park that I found" he gave me a huge smile as he grabbed my hand &intwined our fingers "not really a park but a trail next to the riverbed"

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We arrived to the trail that i wanted to take her. we sat under a big tree that hid the sun &gave us shade. She sat across from me but i saw her shivering.

"Come here" I smiled at her.

I wrapped my arms around her muffin top that she quickly grabbed my arms &pulled them away.

"Can you stop please?" She asked me while she giggled.

God I love seeing her laugh.

"Why? It's so cute seeing you laugh..." I told her as I tickled her stomach again "&&the way you snort"

"Excuse me! I do not snort!"

"Yes you do Anne" I smirked as I tickled her. She started laughing & tried to grab my arms but if she is ticklish in one place then she might be ticklish somewhere else. I moved my hands from her stomach to her neck to her knees & she was laughing like crazy.

I love the way she looks when he laughs. Ever since she gained the extra weight her eyes look kinda Asian when she scrunches them, her cheeks have gotten squishy, &she scrunches her nose all weird but she looks adorable.

I stopped tickling her for a good 3min &she still kept laughing, until she snorted.

"Oh my god!" She screamed as she covered her nose "I'm so sorry"

"It's cute" I whispered in her ear.

She was still kinda shivering so I laid us down; her next to me &we cuddled.

"Would you ever hide something from me?" I asked her out of no where.

I don't know why I brought it up. It wasn't even on my mind.

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"What do you mean?" I asked turning around to look at him.

He was looking at me but he wasn't here. His blue eyes weren't shimmering like they always do &it didn't really seem like he was breathing.

"What do you mean Luke?" I put my hand on his cheek &brought him back to reality. He gasped, is he scarred? "Ohh look he breathes" I laughed.

"Shut up" he rubbed his face on my hand "&I don't know, I was just thinking" He laid his head on my neck &wrapped his arms around my chubby waist which Im self conscious of since I gained that stupid weight "like I love you Anne, I don't want nothing to be between us. you mean a lot to me. I don't want to loose you"

"Um I love you too Luke" i smiled &gave him a peck on his lips "but nope, not many things is happening right now. We are kinda always together so you know everything"

Which is true but he doesn't know about that. I love him but I don't want to hurt him. I don't want him to know this might end up bad for both of us, especially for him. I know I should but I don't. We have something great, I don't want it to end.

"Are you listening to me Anne?" I flinched as I felt his hands on my stomach, going lower..

"Hey!" I slapped his hand away "we are in public" I looked around our surrounding making sure people didn't see us.

"It's like we ain't going to do anything" he kissed my cheek "anyway did you listen to me?"

"Yes I did" I lied "&&I agree with you"

"You agree with 'burning my food like last time'?" he laughed

"What? no! lol what were you saying?" I asked, I burned his food once. it was nasty.

"I want you Anne. I want to be with you. I want to take you somewhere. we could go eat &then somewhere else" he laid on top of me & gave me a kiss on my forehead.

"Luke, I want to but I can't right now"

"Are you on your period ? I didn't mean right now though "

"No, I'm fine" I smiled at him "just not now okay"

He kissed my lips &he laid his head on my chest & he hugged me.

I was able to feel his light breathing on my collarbone &I started playing with his hair.

How can I tell him that I'm going to start a experimental drug test that will make me weak? Weak enough to not get out of bed? This could be the only day that I'm feeling normal.

"I love you" I told him.