Apologies after breaking heart ♡︎

Chapter 7: my fault ;(

Khaotung's pov:

It was around 12:30pm in the noon.

"I hope you all can manage everything from here. I'm telling you all that I've something important to solve at home...." I said.
"But sir who's behind this scandal? Sir you are the CEO you can't leave now" an employee said.
"I'm the CEO and you don't have to teach me what i should do and what i shouldn't! Who are you to tell me all this huh? You guys couldn't manage simple sequrity and privacy.....and look now! Can't do a simple thing and now eating my head. BYE!- manage everything from here." I said and stormed out of my company

Some scandle happened in the company due to which i wasn't able to stay with First. I don't know why I feel so bad but at this point I just wanna make up things for him.

My mood was already very bad so I took out a ciggerate from my pocket and lit it with the lighter. I was walking towards my car as a blew the smoke off my mouth. I opened the car door and sat on the sit. For sometime I was smoking. But I was so angry that I crushed that half eaten ciggerate and threw it out of the window.

"DAMNN IT!-" I said

My mood was currently bad due to many reasons -
1. I hurt First
2. What if he doesn't forgive me?
3. Who's behind the scandal in my company.
4. What if my company gets down? ......

I sighed and started the engine and drove to my mansion. All the way home my mind was busy punching the thoughts that were in my mind. I was full of stress.

After reaching home I knocked the door.

*Knock knock*

But nobody opened the door.
"Maybe he's really very angry with me...." I said to myself and took out the keys. I opened the door and straightly went to our living room.

But what I saw.....i couldn't believe. My heart skipped a beat. First was lying down on the ground near the staircase without any movement!!!!

I ran to him and started shaking him. "FIRST? BABY !!?? WHAT HAPPENED PLEASE TALK TO ME! FIRST??!"  I was screaming and shaking him. The I put my fingers near his nose to check if he's breathing or not.
"Thank God.....he's breathtaking" I said to myself.
I was so much panicking and worried about him! I don't know how all this happened but I blamed myself.

I took him in my arms and carried him in a bridal style to our bedroom and made him lay down on the bed. I was really sad and scared to see First in this state.

Then I took out my phone and I was trying to find our personal doctor's number. My handsome were shaking cuz of panick. Somehow I found his contact and i immediately called him.

*Rong ring*

Doctor Jimmy: Hello Khaotung? After a long time. Why did u call me?

Khaotung: Doctor!!! Please....*sob* please come to my mansion as soon as... *Sob* possible. My ...my husband is...

Doctor Jimmy: Wait! Wait Khaotung cool down! What happened? I'm going but you have to calm down. Don't panic.

Khaotung: my....my husband is unconscious*crying* please come home fastt...

Doctor Jimmy: Fine fine don't panic please take care. I'm going right away. Have you checked if he's breathing or not?

Khaotung: Y-Yes he's breathing but....he's not moving at all. Please *sob* doctor come soon!!!

Doctor Jimmy: okay so he's alive. Don't worry I'm on my way.

*Cuts call*

I was crying alot. Somehow I thought of calming me down and  so I went to our balcony, took out the packet of ciggerates and lit a ciggerate with my lighter. I started blowing of smoke as tears were escaping from my eyes.

"It's all my fault...I'm the reason after everything" i said to myself as I blew the smoke out of my mouth.

The whole time I was blaming myself for First's condition. I finished the whole packet of ciggerates really soon due to panic and stress.

*Knock knock*

"Khaotung!!! It's me doctor Jimmy! " Jimmy shouted outside the door. I quickly went towards the door and opened it. I invited him inside and took him to our bedroom where first was lying down on the bed unconscious.

"Ummmhmm....the whole room smells of smoke Khao! Are you still smoking?" Jimmy asked me as he covered his nose with his hands.

"Yeah doctor...I'm sorry. I was smoking due to panick and anxiety. I was scared if- if something happen to First.... My husband....it's all cuz of me" I was cut off when Jimmy landed his hands on my shoulder.

"Listen listen....don't blame yourself. If you made a mistake it's fine! Stop being so depressed. You didn't murdered someone or kind of sum- and what exactly happened to your husband?" Jimmy said as he now started walking towards First.

"Actually a scandal happened in my company so I went there early in the morning. But I tried to comeback home as soon as possible! When I came home.... I (i started crying again) I was first was lying unconscious. So I took him to our bedroom... " I said.

"Calm down....kts okay it's gonna be fine. But, you said that you tried to come home as soon as possible...why tho?" Doctor Jimmy asked.
I stayed quiet and didn't look at him.

*Sigh* "okay I'm sorry for being nosy" Doctor Jimmy said and put his bag of medical equipments on the table.

He took out the stethoscope and a few more medical equipments and started examining First.
"Hmm.....seems like..." Doctor Jimmy said.
"Seems like what doctor?" I asked him worried.

"He's been unconscious for more than 2 hours and since he was lying down on the ground.... He catches cold too. But the main thing is...his head..." Doctor Jimmy said.

"His head what Doctorr??? Is he fine?? Please tell me na doctor!" I said. I was panicking alot. What if something happend to him? It's because of me? I was blaming myself really bad now. My thoughts and the voices in my head was getting really bigger and bigger.

Doctor Jimmy: Actually the thing is....."

Whatever doctor said....broke my heart.

Author's note: hello my lovelies 🌝👋🏻
Sorry for this kind of tension lol 🥺🤧😭🥲💔 Forgive this author.
This author is crazy and really weird. I hope you like my story.

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That's it my lovelies. Take care na khab 😚💗🌝👋🏻