Apologies after breaking heart ♡︎

Chapter 19: Date 🌹

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After 10 days°°~

Slowly everything was getting better. But there was one thing which was worrying First.

Khaotung completely isolated himself from the outside world  .
Even though Khaotung showed that he was fine,  still First doubted that Khaotung really healed after whatever happened.

Khaotung used to work at his home in his laptop. His secretary would come regularly to give him informations and files of his business.

But for how long will Khaotung stay at home. It will bring severe downfall in his company including Khaotung's social life being affected.

Khaotung might eventually start getting social anxiety if he goes out.

But Khaotung was comfortable living at home and spending time with First.

Both of them would wake up together, have a bath together, have meals together and watch series together too.
Khaotung and First both would cuddle and kiss each other while watching web series of movies at home.

Both of them didn't get physical again after that day because Khaotung thought that First might not be ready and First thought that khaotung might not be ready. But to be honest both of them were already have been thinking about having sex.

Feeling safe and finding comfort in each other's presence. Both of them were healing slowly, especially Khaotung.

First was happy for him. First was also now getting used with Khaotung having alcohol because Khaotung can control himself perfectly.

So eventually First and Khaotung both were healing and everything was getting better.

But will life be easy on them? Will life let them live happily? There are still many un-revealed secrets between both of them.

Khaotung still didn't share whatever happened that day. First understood that Khaotung still needs time and space so he never forced him to open up on this topic.

Till how much time will Khaotung hide it?

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Khaotung's pov:

It's been many days since I have went to my company. Even though managing everything from home still it's bringing a little chaos in the company.

I think i should go to my company day after tomorrow since I'm feeling much better than before. For how long will I lie to my workers that I'm sick so I'm taking a leave?

I was still thinking all these things. Slowly i realised that my mind and thinking is becoming positive. Thanks to my baby First.

He's an angel on this earth i swear. If First was not there for me I can't imagine what i would have done to myself till now. He is my sunshine, my happiness in my dark life. He's lightening up my life with his presence. And... I LOVE him.

I never really thought that I will fall in love with my husband that also it's an arranged marriage. I was completely attached to my work life ignoring everything around me.

I never really thought that I can heal after i got tortured for years by different people in my life and my toxic relationship.

But then First entered in my life changing everything. In the beginning I thought i would be sweet to him and have sex with him to vent out all my stress and worries but even I also don't know what kind of magic is this that I started loving First.

I was lying on our bed. It was around 6:30am in the morning. Sunlight entering through the windows.

First was sleeping peacefully, keeping his head on my chest and hugging me tightly. I kissed his forehead. His hair is so soft and silky . I was playing with his hair ruffling them.