Apologies after breaking heart ♡︎

Chapter 15: Because I Care

First pov:

What might have happened to him? His mouth is swollen and lips are bleeding. His whole body is full of red marks...

Wait....

Don't tell me....

That ....

Khaotung got raped!? This cannot happen!!! Who the hell raped my Khao?

I was becoming restless. I was fuming with anger and worry at the same time. Angry at that bitch who did such a horrible things to my husband. And worried because... My Khao, he still hasn't woke up yet. What should I do?

My tears stopped a few minutes ago. Those tears dried on my skin.

Slowly I got off the bed and went to washroom. I bought a tub of lukewarm water and a soft small towel. I started wiping off his body. He flinched while sleeping. Maybe it was stinging?

I touched those red bruises softly. Tears were forming in my eyes again. I went near his face and said softly "Who did this to you dear?...." and while saying that those tears in my eyes fall on his cheeks again.

Khao's eyebrows furrowed and he slowly tried to open his eyes. I quickly wiped away my tears and I smiled so that when he opens his eyes he can see me smiling.

"Uhm..." he only groaned and then opened his eyes fully and looked at me with depressing eyes.

"F-first... Why were you crying?

"Where am I crying? " I said panicking.

"Your eyes are swollen baby." He said and gave me a sad smile.

I couldn't stop anymore. Without knowing my eyes were watery and now tears were flowing down my cheeks. I finally hugged him and said-

"Khao....what happened? How did this happen to you? Who the hell did this shit? " I was crying and hugging him.

I broke the hug and cupped his face with my tiny hands.

"It's okay.... Just cry. " I said while looking in his eyes.

He opened his mouth and wanted to say something but he failed.
Finally after sometime he managed to say something.

"W-why are you crying...?" He said with depressing tune.

"Because I care about you ....Please cry na? Let it out! I will cry for you. " I said to him and kissed his forehead.

Finally his eyes became teary and those tears didn't stop. He was crying very badly and then hugged me

He was crying and hugging me for more than ten minutes. I was crying together with him. He was hiccuping while crying. I patted his back and broke the hug. I gave him a glass of water to drink and calm down.
He drank it and finally stopped crying.

"I'm.... I'm a trash now. I- I don't deserve to live anym-"

"Shut up Khao! Don't say things like this.... Please... " I bursted out while crying.

"But....but I'm ruined...like a damaged doll. Just throw me away..." Khao said

"... please Khao. I'm begging you. I love you. Don't compare yourself to a doll. You're a human Khao. A human ! " I said while holding his hands.

"Nobody loves me..." He said with a smile.

"Am i invisible to you? If i didn't love you then why would I be here? Hugging you and consoling you? I... I love you Tung. Now please don't say these kind of things anymore." I kissed his hands.

Tung ... Yes Tung... I'm gonna call him Tung from today. It's sounds lovely right?

"Did....did you just called me Tung?" Khao said shocked.