Apologies after breaking heart ♡︎

Chapter 10:⚠️Stimulation(15+)

(⚠️‼️ Warning. This chapter has self satisfaction scenes so If you're uncomfortable then kindly skip it.)

Khaotung's pov:

I went out of our bedroom and then while I was going down in the steps I was still thinking the same things. (Should i drink or not?)

At last I reached the dining room where there was the glass shelf full of different types of alcohol bottles. From whiskey to beer till red wine or grapewine. Whatever you need. Everything was there.

Unconsciously i opened the glass shelf and took a bottle of red wine in my hands. I went to another shelf and took some wine glasses and the sat on a couch.

While sitting I was pouring the fine redwine on my sparkling glass.

I started drinking it until i realised I almost finished it and it was the last glass left to drink.

Before that many things came in my mind.... My mom, the way my dad doesn't cares about me and only pressurizess me for his fucking bullshit business, the way my past left me heartbroken and i became an even worse drunkard than before and lastly....
First who was still so sweet to me after every shit I did to him on that day.

A smiled appeared on my face as I thought about him.

I left the empty glass and the bottle there and then went up to our bedroom.

I opened the door and i found First sleeping.

I went near him and sat on the bed near him. Then i slowly brushed off the few hairstrands that were falling on his face.

His beautiful face was having few droplets of sweat on his forehead which made him even more attractive and hotter. The way his neck was also sweating abit because of the temperature in the room.

His collarbones was showered with sweat droplets too. He turned his head towards me while turning unconsciously in his sleep. His face was now reflecting the beautiful moonlight that was coming through the window.

I went near him and gave a peck on his cheeks. Then i slowly backed off and I wanted to bite those beautiful strawberry lips. I went near his lips and I kissed there, but softly.

Before i could proceed further I got reminded that what kind of shit I was doing!?

I quickly stood up. Suddenly my head was heavy because I stood up suddenly and I was drunk. Somehow I managed to reach the bathroom door.

I turned around again and I saw my beautiful husband still sleeping. Gosh I wanted to fuck him so bad i swear! But...no I can't do that . I can't do the same mistake again!

I smiled and then realised that he looked better than before since he was sick.

I went inside the washroom and closed the door. I was too unstable to lock it so the door was unlocked. I quickly leaned on the wall and then I  quickly unbuckled my belt and opened the pant I was wearing.

Then i started to to undo my boxers and it was half way down till my knees.

I was totally hard. Infact you can say hard as hell.

I grabbed my length and saw that veins were protruding out from my rock hard dick. I slowly started massaging my balls and i moaned abit.

"Ah....fuck..." i slipped my hand towards my dick now and started to jerk off.

As I was jerking off I was thinking that it was First giving me a blow job with is beautiful juicy lips.

"Ahh fuck you First....why do you have to be this beautiful and hot!?