(Warning ⚠️ matured 18+ scene ahead 🔞)
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"Please Khaotung.... Please leave me alone for sometime... I beg you please" First said while crying and shedding his tears.
Khaotung understood and so he stopped knocking on the door. He turned around and sit in the floor leaning on the door.
Khaotung was not able to explain it very well. He don't knows how to say that how much he loves First. And First misunderstood that Khaotung still have feelings for Mew.
Khaotung was now leaning on the door just as the same way life First.
Both of them on the opposite sides of the same door, leaning and shedding their tears.
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FIRST POV
I was crying, not only because I feel sad for Khaotung's past life but also because I was feeling insecured
What if Khaotung still loves Mew? I...I'dont know....
But... But the way he punched and beat Mew that day when mew tried to harass me seems like he honestly love me alot. But when Khaotung was talking about Mew he looked happy and crying at the same time.
Oh my ... I'm so so confused. Khaotung was forced to marry me. There is no chance Khaotung is going to love me.... It was a forced arranged marriage.
But.... He is the only person who gave me everything. He gave me love, gave me importance, gave me happiness and many more.... I have no words for the long list he gives me. Wait ....
He loves me.... Yes he does loves me....
I was thinking so much that i didn't realised when I fell asleep. Maybe I slept for around 2-3 hours, leaning on the door.
My tears dried up on my face but my eyes looked still swollen and red. I got up and went to open the door.
I wanted to open the door but I found a black shadow below the door coming inside the room. I leaned down and saw Khaotung sitting on the floor leaning on the door the same way i was.
He already has the keys for our bedroom door too... But he did not open it and gave me time. This proves everything
Khaotung really does love me! This bought a smile on my face. But immediately i was drowned with guilty.
What have I done to Khaotung? Did I just leave him alone after he confessed about his hard time? Instead of comforting him I left him? Oh god...
Without wasting any time I immediately opened the door and sat on the floor. I saw Khaotung sleeping peacefully, his eyes looked red and puffy, cheeks looked sticky because of the tears which have dried out on his face, his head leaning on the wall just beside the door.
I touched his cheeks softly and kissed his lips. He opened his eyes and looked at me.
"F-First...." Khaotung now wanted to cry, his eyes getting teary already.
I hugged him immediately. "I'm sorry....I'm so so so sorry. Please accept my apology..."
"I know....all the time I hurt you and only gave you apologies... Im so sorry Khaotung... Please forgive me." I was crying while hugging him. I could feel wet tears on my shoulders.
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Apologies after breaking heart ♡︎
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