Apologies after breaking heart ♡︎

Chapter 25: ‼️ Khaotung's past (pt 2)

(‼️ WARNING ⚠️
DRUG ABUSE, ALCOHOL, SMOKING AND SEXUAL ASSAULT IN THIS CHAPTER. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.‼️)
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FIRST POV:

If Khaotung's father is rude towards Khao... Khaotung's father force Khaotung to do anything....

Does that mean... This marriage...

This marriage was forced? Khaotung never loved me?

Many questions were going inside my head. Mew and Khao were all good before. Then what' happened now?

This time it was Khaotung who placed his left hand on my shoulder and his right hand holding my both hands.

Khaotung was looking broken. It seems like he is very uncomfortable in telling all this to me. Then why is he telling me ? I'm not forcing him to spill. But, it's good anyways that Khaotung is opening up already cause rather than knowing all this from someone else i would like it more if I know it from him

Khaotung continues to say-

"Everything was fine. I used to give mew whatever he wants. I use to do every task and everything for him. I never minded about whatever he asked me for.

We use to do things which normal couples does all the time. I was happy, so damn happy with him.

But...... "

Khaotung stopped and his eyes became watery. I hate myself for being so weak that because of Mew's name and Mew's existence in Khaotung's life i wasn't able to comfort him at all.

Khaotung continues to say-

"But... Maybe it was my fault somewhere...

Maybe I wasn't able to give him all the happiness and all the pleasures...

One day... *Sniff * ( Khaotung was now crying heavily. While sniffing his nose harshly.)
One day .... I bought his favourite food whole returning home. I also bought a bouquet of red roses which he loves so much...  And an amazing aromatic perfume for him.

I thought of giving him surprise by coming early that day.

I knocked the door but nobody opened it so.... I opened it using my keys.

The sight infront of me.... Paralysed me... I was broken into pieces.

Mew....

Mew and two more guys were fucking each other. Mew's mouth was full with someone else's dick and his legs spread, taking someone's else dick inside his hole... "

(With that Khaotung broke down completely. I don't know if I'm feeling happy or I'm feeling sad. I'm sad for Khaotung because he don't deserve such a bitch.... But also happy with the fact that Mew was such a bitch due to which now Khao is mine. .. and I hate myself for that)

I was having numerous different types of things going inside my mind

I was not able to understand my own self. Am I happy or am I sad? Definitely watching Khaotung break down and broken in this way it shatters my heart into pieces but.... But... I just don't know what's wrong with me.

I held his hand tightly and showed him my comfort.

Khaotung continues to say-

"Mew got caught red handed, but... Instead of being sad and scared... He asked me to join them too....I was disgusted! Fucking disgusted!!

After that he said sorry and apologized to me... He was begging me not to break up with him. He use to cry and beh so much that I gave in. I thought of giving him a chance.