Apologies after breaking heart ♡︎

Chapter 8: Wake up, First :⁠-⁠)

Khaotung pov:

Doctor Jimmy said- "looks like he fell  down from the stairs cuz his head and his legs looks abit injured. Thankfully it's not seriously injured because your staircase is made really smooth and blunt. But ....since he was..."

"Since he was what doctor?" I asked him.

"Since he fainted and was lying on the ground for more than 2 hours, he has catched serious cold and fever. He needs care. I think he will wake up only if his fever lowers abit." Doctor Jimmy said.

"Okay fine doctor. I'll try my best to take away his fever." I said with my sparkling eyes.
"By the way doctor... Is his head fine? I mean you said it's injured so... Do we have to do X-ray?" i said.

"Oh no need of x-ray. Maybe his head is only paining. It looks he doesn't have any serious injuries. And no need to hospitalise too. Because, in hospital the nurses hardly takes care of their patients at night time. It's better if you take care at home. He will feel better." Doctor Jimmy said.

"Oh- okay doctor." I said and smiled at him.
He smiled back at me and sat on our chair and wrote something.

"Here. Take this Khaotung. It's a prescription of how to feed him the medicines and where to inject the injections. If pain is unbearable then give him simple painkillers." Doctor Jimmy said and then handed me the paper.

"Every information is written here. Which time, how much and when to give him the medicines. And one more important thing..." Doctor Jimmy said worriedly.

"A-and what doctor? Please stop scaring me." I said stressed.

"He has a probability to catch pneumonia. So you have to take care of him really well and keep him warm." Doctor Jimmy said.

"W-What!!?? Pneumonia!??? ...h-howw ??" I said stuttering and my eyes got abit teary.

"Since he fainted and was lying down for a long time.... especially in your house the ac temperature is really low. It's really cold. And also since you have marble furnished floor so....he catched cold easily. He seems to have a really sensitive body tho" Jimmy said and smiled sadly.

"Oh..." i said. I couldn't say anything anymore. It was all my fault. That day .....if only i didn't sexually abuse him. If only I stayed with him in the morning....and. my shitty house which always has a cold room temperature with marble floor....
Everything was my fault.

"Don't worry ....it's serious and unserious at the same time. Just take care of him and everything will be fine. And yes one more thing. Don't smoke near First. It's not good for his health. And for you too! Stop smoking." Doctor Jimmy said.

"Yes yes I'll try not to smoke anymore, and I promise not to smoke anymore near First." I said.

He smiled at me ,then took his bag and left the place.
Now it was only me and my husband First.

I slowly walked towards him and touched his soft small forehead with my right hand. His head was hot. I tear escaped from my eyes and it dropped on First's beautiful, elegant face.

I went to the bathroom and bought water and a soft towel. Then i slowly went to the bed and started undoing his clothes.

His body was full my marks of the shitty behaviour of mine from yesterday. I was now feeling bad....but one thing I was happy too, that only I can mark his body. Nobody else can do it! But....but ...i overdid it. Fuck my alcoholic needs and my sex arousal!

I gave him a bath and injected him and injection. I didn't know when I felt asleep beside First in our bed. When I woke up First was awake and was patting my head.

Even....even tho I did that to him....he's still so nice to me? But why?

3rd person pov:

First was awake after sometime and sàw Khaotung sleeping peacefully beside him in their bed. He saw the small tub and towel and the medicines. He understood that Khaotung was taking care of him.

He remembered how he was not feeling well and then the way he slipped on the stairs and fell on the ground. He was angry at Khaotung but it vanished away when he saw how much his husband was taking care of him. His sleeping face was not looking that peaceful. His forehead was wrinkled which proved that he was in stress and it was because of what he did by himself.

First understood everything. Atleast....it was the first time someone cares about him other than his mom and his friend Mark. Especially his mom.

So he started patting Khaotung's head slowly and was smiling at him.

After that Khaotung woke up. "First- my First baby. Are you fine!?? Are you feeling better? " Khaotung asked him worried.

"Yes Khaotung I'm fine don't worry.... I'm feeling better now" First said.

"I already cooked for you. Let me warm it and then feed you okay baby?" Khaotung smiled at him, got up from the bed and then went to open the door.
"Take rest baby I will bring it here for you." He said and smiled at First and then left.

First blushed and then slightly nodded.

Yes First was angry with Khaotung but he likes Khaotung so much that he seems to forgive him already. So soon? Why?
Is First already in love with Khaotung? Yes First liked Khaotung....but love? Was it?

Khaotung came with porridge and sat on the bed. He slowly started blowing it a little cuz it was very hot and then started feeding him.

First ate all of it. After that Khaotung gave him medicines. No more injections were needed cuz First was already awake and was able to take madicines.

Khaotung washed the dishes and then came to bedroom. He went to the bed and softly said-
"First....let's sleep? Get well soon na baby. If you need anything then please tell me. " And then Khaotung kissed First's forehead and patted his head softly.

First was angry with Khaotung. So he didn't look at him and avoided eye contact. He turned on the other side.

"What happened baby? Why didn't you say anything to me? Hmm? " Khaotung whispered on First's ear which made First tickle.

But it seems like First was really angry with Khaotung. So he didn't say anything. First thought of showing Khaotung his sulky side and make him know that he is really angry with Khaotung.
After sometime he said- "Khaotung.... Give me sometime. I'm not feeling well and it's because of you."

(Because of me? But....but I'm trying to make it up right? I- i didn't mean to do that..... I ..am i so bad? Yes I'm ....I hurt my husband. I should have stayed with him atleast in the morning but my shitty company... I can't ignore it also...) Khaotung thought

He was busy with his thoughts.

First's little bit of fun sulk was now affecting Khaotung's brain.

From a long time Khaotung had overthinking and anxiety. To calm himself down he used to smoke like hell and then drown himself in alcohol. But the sad thing is....he also started using drugs!

Khaotung was completely lost in his thoughts. He wasn't able to breath normally. His breath became unstable. Khaotung was panting.

"Khaotung? What's wrong? " First asked him worried. First never really saw anyone in his life having a panick attack due to overthinking and stress so he didn't have any idea what to do and what to ask.

Khaotung got up from his bed and ran away from their bedroom.

"KHAOTUNG!! KHAO? Comeback?? What's wrong??" First shouted and tried to get up but he was too weak at that time.

What do you think? Hope Khaotung is fine. Sadly both of them are showing soft gestures but still not apologised to each other.

Author's note: 🌝👋🏻 hello my lovelies. So sorry for this kind of tension again.
Please don't kill this crack head author lol 😭💔.
Next chapter will be updated soon so don't worry.
Wanna know what happens next? Stay tuned~ 😚

For today only this much. Byeeeeee~ take care na khab 🌝👋🏻💞