Embracing My Shepherd [COMPLETED]

Chapter 19

TW:Bl00d & Tortur3

Was it normal?

"Krish! Tulong!"

Heaven knows how much I wanted to help, but what can a kid like me do? What can I do to help someone from drowning when I am also drowning with her.

The waves were high as the sky continues to pour while roaring. I couldn't see anything. All I can hear is her loud cries asking for my help.

I cough when I taste the water.

"Krish! Tulungan mo'ko!"

My eyes widen when I felt a hand in my feet pulling me down with her. I tried to struggle but I couldn't.

Unti-unti na dun akong nawawalan nang lakas. My eyes started to be blurry as I accept my fate that I will drown with her. She was still holding me. I can feel it. She's weighting me down...

Slowly the air inside me is slipping away from me. I couldn't breathe anymore. Until darkness consumed me.

"Putangina!"

Nagising ako dahil sa malakas na hila nang kung sino. Nag tataka akong napatingin dito at nakita si mommy na galit na galit.

"Ano pong nangyayari?" Nahihirapan kong tanong.

My eyes widen when she suddenly point a gun at me.

"M-mom?"

"Manahimik ka! Puta!" She shouted.

I'm shaking of fear when I realized what is happening. I heard the police siren outside. Mukhang napapaligiran ang buong bahay.

"Ma'am. Handa na po ang sasakyan sa likod nang bahay," I heard one of the guard said.

Kinaladkad ako ni mom pababa nang hagdan dahilan na masilip ko sa bintana ang nangyayari sa labas.

There were police everywhere. What is happening? Bakit may mga police?

"Iyung mga bata!" Mom shouted worriedly.

"Ligtas na po sila ma'am. Naka lipad na po ang eroplano papuntang ibang bansa kung nasaan ang mom niyo."

I couldn't help but to feel bitter. Bakit kapag sa iba ang dali-dali niyang mag alala? Bakit kapag sa akin parang wala lang?

Am I not that important to her? Wala lang ba talaga ako sa kaniya? Ligtas ang mga kapatid ko pero ako?

My body is full of pain causing me to find walking hard. My mom got furious because I'm slowing her down dahilan na ibalibag ako nito sa kaniyang harapan.

I grunt in pain and didn't move. I felt my tears polling in the side of my eyes.

"Putangina naman krish! Hanggang dito ba naman mag papabigat ka pa?!"

I bit my lip when she held my forearm again and continued dragging me.

"Puta! Umayos ka nga!" Naiinis na sigaw nito.

"Tangina naman! Buhatin niyo nga 'yan at isakay sa kotse nang maka-alis na tayo!" She shouted at the guard before looking back at me.

She held my chin and pinched it hard causing my tears to stream down. "Mamaya ka sakin."

Binuhat ako nang mga kasama namin na guard hanggang sa makasakay nang sasakyan. I was quiet the whole time not knowing where our destination is.

Lagi namang ganoon diba? We really never know where life will take us. Walang eksaktong destinasyon kung saan nga ba ako hihinto. Kung makakahinto nga ba talaga. I really never understands the world.