FIRST time means FOREVER

CHAPTER 16 ( He's back! )

"Hey..chill bro!"

Oh shit!

"Oh..you're back.." I said.As if I dont care

"You miss me?" He said..

Damn him.

" Oh yeahh..why not??" I said sarcastically

"Are you still mad of me?" Said the from the other line.

" Do you think??... @sshole.." I said

"I already say sorry to you.." Anong akala nia? Madaling magpatawad ng isang g*gong tulad nia?

"Sa tingin mo napatawad na kita? Are you numb or what?! Sa tingin mo in just a one snap! I can accept wholeheartedly your simple SORRY? ha Terrence?!" I said

"You know that we're cousin..Why dont you accept my sorry? Mikhail..I changed..." Terrence said.

"Yes..we're COUSIN.." I emphasize the word cousin.

"Hey mik--" I cut the line.

Like.What the heck? I have no time to talk to him.

Nakabalik na pala siya dito.I thought he's dead.Mas ok pa sana.

Yes..We're cousin.Pero bakit nia nagawa sakin yun?Bakit nia nagawa ang mga bagay na di naman ginagawa ng isang magpinsan?

He use me..

He use my weakness.Ginamit nia ko at nagpauto naman ako.

When I was a young,back then.. Im such a totally weak boy..Who's always bullied.Laging inaaway at pinagtatawanan.But I ignored them.I dont care about them..About me,being bullied..

Coz I want to live in peace.Ayoko ng gulo, ayokong makasakit ng tao at magulong buhay.

I just want a simple life with my family..

Kaya hindi na ako gumaganti sa mga nangaaway sakin.Lahat sinusunod ko just to live in peace..Including my fvcking cousin.He's 2 yrs older than me..

Bata pa lang kami kilala na yan for being a playboy.Kaya sa takot at pag iwas sa gulo sinusunod ko na lang lahat ng utos nia.

Coz Im a fvcking stupid that time! And I hate it..

He always get what he wants.Attention of my friends including my family.He always want to be the best and better than me..Pinabayaan ko na lng sia..

Then one time,They caught terrence punching me.They got mad to terrence.Cnabe pa ni Terrence na akuin ko ang kasalanan.

But I didn't do it.Instead, Sinabe ko lahat ng mga ginagawa nia sakin.Coz I want him to change.And Im fvcking concerned to him before..

Pero mali ata ako..I thought he'll changed.But not.

Mas lalo pa siyang nagalit sakin including to his parent.Nag rebelde siya.Lagi na nia kong inaaway.Kay nagsimula na akong matakot.

Patethic isn't?

Then one day, Nagulat ako ng nag sorry siya.Im happy that he changed, so I accepted it. Pero may plano pala siya..

That the signal..I changed...A lot..So here I am..For being a pathetic weak boy..Here I am.And he's the one who made me..Who mold me fo being who I am now..

Kaya kinamumuhian ko siya...I realized na sobra-sobra na ang ginawa niya..Hindi na ako santo na kayang apakan!.Coz Im fvcking tired to be like that!

Na madaling g*guhin ng kht sino! Na madaling utuin.

Kase ngayon? Im happy..Mas masaya pag ganito..

Mas masayang ikaw ang maging bully kaysa ikaw ang binu-bully..