Chanakyan's love

Five

Gowthami

What happened to Chanakya all of a sudden? He's behaving quite strangely. Never before had he spoken to me in a soft tone. And today he even apologized to me...

What is he planning?

There must be a reason behind his attitude. What could it be!? I couldn't think of any except that he's changing for the better. Henceforth, I wouldn't have to be super conscious in his presence which is a good thing.

And this alteration in his behavior seems to be his first step in transforming into a morally right person. I'll be so pleased If he becomes a decent one in the future!

Later, as I attain my home, I undress myself and put on a simple blue-green half saree. Then I helped mom in the kitchen and we together prepared the lunch and allocated the food to all the employees, more specifically, goons working under my father...

Everyone sat in line on the veranda and had the food. Chanakya was also there and surprisingly, he didn't spare me even a glance. If it had been the old Chanakya, he would've eaten me through his eyes. Definitely an applaudable improvement for a pervert.

Momentarily, Mom and I had the food as well and the maid aunt and Mom took care of the dishwashing while I departed to my room.

In the room, I lay on the bed and heard some melodic songs and eventually drifted into slumber. It was around 5.30 pm when I woke up. I wash my face to get rid of the sleepiness then go downstairs and enter the kitchen.

Mom was preparing the tea and upon discerning me, she asked me to arrange the coffee mugs on the tray and I did so without protesting.

A while later, Mom fills the mugs with tea and I exit the kitchen to disperse the same. I gave tea to everyone except Chanakya. I couldn't find him anywhere. "Anna, where is Chanakya?" I ask to Kannan brother who was in the backyard. "He's in the garage ma. He's repairing Ayya's jeep," I nod towards him with a smile and meander towards the garage that is located to the right of our home.

Entering the dimly lit garage, I watch as Chanakya, with great concentration working on the jeep. Hmm, can't deny his hotness...

He's tall, muscled up, and is basically a rugged guy. Maybe If he didn't always stare at me that way, I would've developed a crush on him.

I thought I would feel relieved once he resisted gawking at me but now I seem to crave his attention. I can't even understand myself at this point...

"Chanakya," I call out his name and extend the tray towards him.

He keeps his eyes straight, still looking into the internal part of the jeep with great concentration as he dismissively grips the teacup.

How rude.

"Chanakya, there's no need to avoid seeing my face. I only feel uncomfortable when you look at my body," at my words, he lifts his head and peers into my eyes.

"I don't want to see your face nor your body," Huh? That's humiliating...

"Why?" I ask in shock.

"Just don't want to. I don't find the need to give you an explanation," this guy. Why is he being unnecessarily mean?

Well, why in the world would I care about him. "Fine," I mutter ferociously and leave the place.

What is wrong with him??

Sulking, I collect the empty tea cups and went to the kitchen. As I was washing them angrily, I felt Chanakyan's presence beside me. He places the tea mug near the sink but I act unfazed.

"Gowthami..." I stay unresponsive.

"I can just look at your face and still make you uncomfortable..." Frowning, I perk up into Chanakya's eyes.

And I understood what he meant by his intense lustful gaze that lingers on my eyes, wanders to my lips, and again up to my eyes.

That gaze, it made my toes curl.

I quickly dart my vision away and gulp, feeling nervous yet furious. He's a complete pervert!

"Don't you feel disgusted by yourself Chanakya? Why are you doing this? Why can't you look at me normally?" He stands stoic and replies with silence to my queries.

"Once...just once, try to regard me as a human who not only has flesh but emotions as well," I honestly don't get him. It seems like he's obsessed with my body and it makes me feel as though I'm nothing but an object of desire in his eyes. I'm more than that.

"I truly despise you now Chanakya. Just don't ever show your face to me again!" I berate him and resume washing the cups.

But he still prevails there quietly. I cannot comprehend what goes inside his head. "Why are you standing here? Get out," he doesn't.

He just keeps staring into my eyes and it causes my heart to thumb hard beneath my chest. Catching me off guard, he suddenly traps me against the counter and pinches my lower lips between his fingers.

My toes curl and my feminine region throbs at the foreign and rough touch.
"You talk and think too much Gowthami..." He squeezes my lips hard and prompts a gasp out of my mouth.

"You are the only one I lust after Gowthami and you'll be the only one I'll ever lust for," what does he mean by that?

Oh my god...could it be that Chanakya loves me??

I'm going to kill him If that's the case!!

But at present, he's killing me.

The throb in my feminine region keeps increasing as Chanakya rubs my lower lip with his thumb. I should beat him up but it feels as though I'm intoxicated by his touch.

With a harsh pull at my lower lip, he abandons me in the kitchen. I just exist there with feeble legs, breathing raggedly.

How could he do this to me in my own home!? And why the hell didn't I react strictly and slap him!? Who is he to me? Why did I even permit him to touch me?

He's a rowdy and I loathe him. I can't possibly be entranced by such a monstrous guy's touch!

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