𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐅𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 |Taelisa|✓

||18||Captivating Woman

|| T A E H Y U N G||

The past month has been a relentless descent into despair. Each day feels worse than the last. I drown my sorrows in alcohol, working feverishly to numb the pain.

Yet, amidst the chaos, one undeniable truth emerges: I need Lisa back in my life.

My existence once shrouded in mystery despite belonging to a wealthy family, took a tragic turn when I defied them and ran away with Jennie.

Now, the consequences of that decision weigh heavily on me. My family's rejection leaves me isolated, yearning to return to the embrace of those closed doors.

Haunted by memories of Lisa, I find solace in the clink of glasses and the haze of cigarette smoke. My thoughts spiral back to the day she walked away, leaving an indelible void in my life.

The profound sadness permeates every aspect of my being. I yearn for a chance to undo the mistakes that led me to this lonely, desolate place.

The haunting echoes of Lisa's moans reverberate in my mind as I close my eyes, consumed by an insatiable obsession.

The desire to face her and be with her intensifies with each passing moment, creating a void that only she can fill.

As I looked at my hand, memories of Lisa holding it flooded my mind, a poignant reminder of a time when she was captivated by our connection.

I closed my eyes, retracing the steps of a beautiful moment we once shared and acknowledging the weight of what was lost.

In that introspective moment, the echoes of our past intertwined with the bustling present, creating a bittersweet symphony of emotions.

I don't know how I'll go to Lisa and face her. I've been holding back, aware that I'm to blame. She might think I came to her only because Jennie cheated on me, not when Lisa asked me to.

I know she'll hate me, but my heart seems to yearn for her in a way that feels almost reckless. Despite the fear of her resentment, I find myself drawn to Lisa's door, haunted by the possibility of losing her. The weight of my own mistakes lingers, making each step heavier.

Deep down, I know I owe her an honest explanation, a chance for her to understand the complexities of my heart.

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I arrived at Lisa's house, unsure of the reason behind her sudden invitation. When she opened the door wearing a sleeveless t-shirt, I couldn't help but notice how alluring she looked.

Inviting me inside, she suggested I make myself comfortable on the couch and disappear into the kitchen to fetch water.

Thirsty-not for water but for her presence-I eagerly awaited her return. As she handed me a glass, my desire got the better of me, and I gently pulled her towards me.

Surprised, she lost her balance and ended up on my lap. Concerned, I inquired, "What happened, Lisa?" She understood my intention, and with a smile, she said, "Come with me; I have a surprise for you."

Kissing her cheek, I released her from my embrace. She continued, "Let's not waste any time; let's have some fun." The air was charged with anticipation and excitement as we embarked on the adventure she had in store.

As she led me into her room, her grasp on my hand conveyed a sense of anticipation. Prior to opening the door, she requested, "Close your eyes and don't open until I say, and please don't question why or for what." With a chuckle, I nodded and obediently closed my eyes, listening as she opened the door and guided me inside.