The Darker Side Of Fantasy: Chapter I

PART 4: AFTER THE PARTY

CHRIS'S POV

I was invited to go to this party which one of my friends told me I should attend. I don't usually go to parties because of its crowded and it isn't that great in my personal opinion. My friend Matt he insisted on me going because this was probably going to be the last party I'll ever go to it's just that there was no place to host it so I told them it's okay to do it at my club.

I accepted it which I didn't expect that I eventually would have until I told myself just to enjoy it and let the night go on.

I don't like being in public nor do I like people being around them and talking to them, yes, I will but in general I do not like it because it's not my type of thing to do. I just keep my life private so people can stop bothering me all I ever wanted was a normal life yes, this life is fine but it's not everything I want.

After my ex – girlfriend cheated on me I was devastated I got over it the past few years but that made me a different person if I should say it like that. On my birthday she cheated on me with some other guy who was richer and cooler than me especially could afford things on time.

I just didn't want to believe it that person made me feel as if I was a new human being a new everything that person gave me life, but in the end, it was all lying. Lies that was nothing but complete bullshit. I loved her so much like nothing else mattered but she left me and cheated so I just had to find someone better I want someone better because I know that I deserve someone better.

I woke up from taking a nap as I get up from my cosy warm bed as I stretch and head downstairs. I headed to the bathroom to brush my teeth on the way, as I checked my phone to get a notification from that girl I forgot what her name was again.

FLASHBACK>>

I hardly remember what had happened since I was drunk that night I just couldn't understand how I could have been so drunk that I wasn't in my senses. I do remember what had happened exactly with my and that girl uhm...Amelia I think her name was. She was so amazing she looked really beautiful in that dress she was wearing.

It felt as if she was someone I knew my whole life. I couldn't express how much she is to me yes, I just met her but like she just seems different she was sweet, kind, and everythingEvery time I told myself that I should not fall in love again since the same thing might happen I never letted myself just have a chance since my trust was so little in people that I forgot to care about myself and my feelings.

The person that I used to care to care about didn't care about me or my feelings and completely changed me into something I didn't want to become. I told myself to never fall again but with this girl it was different I just knew it.

My life wasn't perfect, my father never really saw us because of his work and he was a complete asshole. He did not care about us or his family he just abandoned us one day the only days that he would return was if there was nothing left that he had so he would come home and steal from our stuff.

My mother tried to keep us from changing into what my father did to change not being like him following in his footsteps. My sister was older than me but she moved out when she was 21 years old and then it was just me and my mom.

We had money, but not that much things weren't great it was bad we could afford things but not that much.

The people in our community used to hate us because of my father what he did to the communities' reputation. I tried to just ignore the hate, but it's hard when everyone is pointing fingers at you.

My sister didn't call back, I thought she would do the same but she moved to start her own life she probably did that because she was sick and tired of this absurd nonsense that we had going on in our community and our father.