PART 23: NO MORE SECRETS

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My whole life feels like a mess and it's all because of me. I'm never honest with Amelia and never truthful to her if she asks me questions. It has always been a problem but I want to change this very problem right now because if I don't, it's going to continue and I won't let that happen.

Amelia and I just were walking about how I had a sister and for that rest of the night, I told her everything even about Megan because she needed to know the truth. The only way we could trust each other is if we just believed in ourselves and keep no secrets from one another.

Things have been going good so far but something about Amelia changed, she started to act and speak different I don't know if that's normal or not but she started doing that. She doesn't talk to me like she normally would it will just be short conversations we used to have, before it used to be long and good ones. I would probably understand that it's because of what happened a few months back with Cole. She's still in trauma what happened and I don't blame her, anyone would do or be in that state if that happened to them.

Luckily, his gone now so that's all that matters and we can continue to live our lives peacefully that is if it's going to stay this way.

"Amelia...I want to fix things between us, I said that before of course but I really want our relationship to work somehow." I say looking at her with tears in my eyes

For the rest of the day I went home and I didn't know what to do my friend Matt called me a couple of times and Sophie to see what is going one.

It has been 1 year 3 months 2 weeks and 24 days I still keep track. It has been the funeral again and I just didn't want to admit that she's gone. Everyone keeps telling me it's her but I know her too well it's not her. I just sat in my room trying to control myself as I take a deep breath looking to see that my phone rang I picked it up and it was Megan.

"What the hell do you want??" I say with no hesitation

"Are you okay? I heard that your uhm...girlfriend passed away and I'm sorry." she says with no care

"What the fuck are you sorry for?! You have never in your life been sorry or felt bad about anything I swear if you were in this!" I shout over the phone

"Relax, I wasn't in this okay? If you think I did or that I was then you're wrong because I wasn't all that happened was that I found out only now." she says knowing she was smiling over the phone

"Listen, I have big problems okay? Amelia's gone and I'm going through a tough time I know it's not true she's alive I just have a feeling." I say not wanting to talk with her as I hang up the phone

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