The Darker Side Of Fantasy: Chapter I

PART 14: HURT YOU

I got up the next morning feeling very curious because I had this urge need was to find more about my past and know more. I got up seeing Cole still sleeping as I woke up very early about 6:00AM in the morning.

I left a note on the fridge, hoping he will understand as I get my things ready heading outside to leave. I wore a blue jeans, black takkies, and a black crop top with my mini backpack. I took a cab as I wanted didn't want to take the car.

"I didn't know what to do in the first place I went to Samuel and went to go talk with him he didn't know anything. I went to a couple of places, they didn't help at all I felt completely helpless I didn't know where this Chris stayed so I just felt like giving up.

I went to the bar it was already very late since whole day I've been finding out information. Cole had sent me so many missed calls and texting me seeing what happened to me but I didn't respond to him.

I went inside the bar as I just wanted a beer. I grabbed the glass in my hand drinking as I said this is not enough I took another one. Nope, I wanted another one and then a third then fourth one. I was already wasted already taking my sixth glass of wine now.

I felt a bit tipsy but I was still aware of my surroundings. I sat down so I didn't want to fall suddenly, a guy approaches next to me asking for a glass of beer. I couldn't really see who the guy really was but he looked familiar.

Once we made eye contact it felt so different, yes I was drunk but this is the guy I was looking for this whole time. He was Chris the one who got into a fight. I immediately recognizing him as I wanted to speak until I almost fell because I was so drunk.

He grabbed me quickly and helped me up before I fell. When we both looked at each other all I could see was hurt and pain in his eyes like his trying to tell me something. He looked like he hadn't gotten any sleep by the looks of it.

"Amelia..." he began to say choking on his words

"You don't need to say anything, I'm sorry if I did something wrong if I knew you somehow if I hurted you I'm so sorry I didn't know. Cole told you I was in a car accident and I lost my memory so I can't remember a thing." I began to explain to him the situation

"It's fine you don't need to explain yourself really, you didn't hurt me it's just well...a long time ago you were something to me." Chris begins to say as he starts to speak without choking on his words

"What happened exactly?" I said feeling nervous for some reason

"Well I did something wrong. We didn't have a great thing on exactly. I just caused problems to you...you may not remember but I wish not to tell you anything otherwise you'll know who I really am." Chris says looking away

"Oh...you don't seem like a bad person it's okay you can tell me what happened I won't hate you or judge you." I say

"No...I prefer not to you have a life now...how long uhm have you guys been married?" Chris says with my voice cracked

"Wow...that's nice." Chris says chuckling

"So I just want to know, since you know a lot about me, can you tell me more about my past not about us of course, but everything else." I start blabbering in my drunk state I'm currently in right now

"You had a brother...who committed suicide right in front of you on your birthday, you loved painting, your favourite color is Purple, you had a mother father they moved you to another place, and we met in a club." He says listing everything

"Oh...I see now but we can still be friends right?" I say looking at him

"No, Amelia I'm a bad person and you don't deserve someone like me in your life. Cole is here now, he'll take care of you. Just promise me you'll be fine..." He begins to say sobbing

I didn't know what to do in this situation right now. I was so drunk that I was mentally drained and exhausted it felt like I was gonna faint any second now. I held onto Chris's arm as I tried to regain my thoughts.

We just looked at each other not knowing what to say his eyes looked nice like the ocean the way his lips moved from one side to the other. How he is so good he might think his bad person but his not to me.

I just was so drunk that I'd do anything stupid in this state. I then approached him slowly as I kissed him. As we both froze as I could feel his tongue in my mouth as it just mixes together.

I didn't keep away I didn't pull away from the kiss but it only lasted for a minute. Until he pull away as I just realized what I did.

"Uhm... Amelia that was wrong of you we should haven't done that. You have a husband and you should go home. His probably worried about you so just leave." Chris says wiping his lips

CHRIS'S POV

I don't know what she's trying to do right now but it's not going to work. She must know who I really am I don't want to lie to her again. Saying that, I'm a good person I'm not I'm a fucking evil person a mafia who killed thousands of innocent lives.

I have no choice but to tell her the truth. When I first saw her in the bar, she looked lost she could've seen how I've haven't been sleeping.

Last night I couldn't sleep I was up whole night thinking. I wasn't doing well at all couldn't even close my eyes for one second. All I could think of was Amelia how she as someone else and trying to force myself to move on.

We both made eye contact as I just wanted her so badly. I wanted her in my arms around me I miss her scent, her touch her everything.

She held onto my hand because she was so drunk. I could resist her touch but I had to. It was the right thing to do she deserves someone who can treat her right, someone who loves her.

Not me who is a bad person she needs someone and that someone is Cole. I really wanted to be near her right now it was hurting me to know that I cannot do that. We just both made eye contact, as I saw her eyes looking very red which is was so drunk from alcohol.

Then she kissed me right on the lips. I didn't pull back I just kept going because I haven't felt this is so long that it pained me to know this feeling was probably never going to happen again.