The Darker Side Of Fantasy: Chapter I

PART 40: BLOODY MARY

"Just stop your nonsense! This is all your fault understand! You're a monster Chris!" I shout yelling

"Yeah...I suppose I am..." he says sitting in the corner with his legs crossed

I didn't even want to talk to him I felt so disgusted seeing him right now that he betrayed me and he couldn't even have been honest with me. I know that neither am I because I cheated on him and was so terrible to him. The least I can do is stay because if he had to find out what I did, then I don't think he'll forgive me so soon. I just knew how terrible this would be and awkard this would be now since we don't talk to each other now.

I looked at my surroundings seeing it's a big massive house with all the stuff covered with white sheet blankets since it is abandoned. Everything was a pile of dusty dirty mess all over the counter and the floors. I then saw some flashing lights as Chris grabbed me and we ducked down so they wouldn't find us seeing that there were cars on the lookout.

"Wait...what about your car?" I question

"Don't worry about that...I have a plan. Right now we just need to keep a low profile." he says as I nod my head

"Okay." I nod

I was getting quiet late as I checked upstairs to see the rooms there were 5 rooms upstairs one of them were the master bedroom, the bathroom, two spare bedrooms and the third one was the attic. I switched on the lights and to my surprise it was working perfectly fine and the room looked quiet big and everything was still in it's place.

I'm assuming that the owners who had this place just left their stuff and never came back since it was given that it is abandoned since no one lives here anymore. I walked downstairs seeing Chris trying to get the fireplace warm and working as I approached him.

"Would you like something to drink?" I offer

"Sure." he says with a faded smile

I walked to the kitchen opening the drawers and cupboards seeing which is which as I see there's still coffee and sugar and other things still here. I checked the expired date before using any of the stuff and to my relief it was still usable.

"It seems like these people wasn't here long considering they left all their stuff none of the stuff is expired." I tell Chris

"Mhmm...yeah." he says

I feel so bad but at the same time I can't just forget what he did to me him just speaking so rudely and not respecting me in any way possible. I take out a cup and wash it out and put no sugar and boil the kettle of water.

I look over seeing him so sad as I bring the coffee. He always enjoyed drinking black coffee no sugar no milk.

"Thanks." he smiles

He then put his cup on the glass table besides him as I gently grab him and kiss him.

As he is shocked at what I just did.

"I'm sorry... It's not a good time..." I blush looking away

"Hey, Amelia it's okay." he says holding my chin

"How long are we going to stay here for?" I say changing the subject

"I'm not sure but I don't think they'll find us here." he says

"Amelia? Did you hear what I said? Hello? Amelia?!" he shouts since I'm not paying attention

"Yes sorry....what did you say?" I look at him

"You look very lost in thought...is everything okay?" he asks concerned

"Yes it is..." I say nodding my head

I don't know whether I should tell Chris or not the truth but he must know either way.

"Can I ask you something?" Chris questions

"Sure." I say nervously

"When Tony died, I could see that look on your face that you didn't want him to die...it was like you cared...I don't know why for some reason...you acted like he meant something?" he says with a serious tone

"Uhm...what do you mean? I don't know what you're talking about." I say softly

"Don't lie to me I know you are hiding something from me I could tell the moment we met. I know you too well." he says questioning me

"If I was lying to you, I would have told you already didn't you know that?" I say to him

"Just tell me okay? Unless you don't want to then it's fine either way I don't care." he says in a serious tone

"I slept with Tony Chris...." I confidently

"What?!" he shouts looking at me

"Yes...I don't know what happened...but I just felt that way and I wanted it...it was so wrong if me to do, I just needed someone to support me I needed...you. But you weren't there when I needed you when it was him it should've been you." I say with tears in my eyes

"I know we both made mistakes...and that's also my fault...but this was so wrong...I couldn't believe you would do this." he says as he gets up walking up and down thinking

"What? This was so wrong just think of all the bad things you did! Now you want to consider what I did is so bad more than the things you did!" I shout

"Please...lets not fight about this okay? I'm just really tired and I don't have time for this...please..." he says heavily sighing

"Fine neither do I so I suggest we just both leave it." I say calmly

He then sits on the couch and just processes everything that just happened and what I told him now. It is all my fault only if I was honest and I was loyal to him would he have just understood but it's like his turning it on me now.