I like my Kookie with Suga

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Yoongi PoV

Annoyed, I closed my writing program because I couldn't concentrate. My mind had been racing all day since I'd woken up with Kookie in my arms. It had hurt my soul when he had cried like that, his sobs still ringing in my ears. He had shaken and trembled, but fortunately he had been comforted quickly and had fallen asleep. There were few people I could touch without feeling uncomfortable, he was one of those exceptions, had been from the beginning... the way he had held my hand when we first met and helped me through the stress was something I would never forget. I wanted to give him the same security he had given me, I wanted to thank him, at the same time I wanted to protect him.

Y/N had been upset at first because I hadn't reacted appropriately to the situation, but that wasn't my opinion, I thought it was appropriate. No matter how twisted Kookie's logic was, I understood it, understood why he had done it, that he meant no harm, that it seemed the best solution for him at that moment. But unlike him, I knew it was the wrong way. But even if I had that knowledge, the fact that I knew he didn't was enough for me not to be angry. And who could be mad at him anyway, he was so cute. If I was honest, I didn't want to help him and then send him on his way, I wanted him to stay with us. I wanted to take him into our room and cuddle with them every night. While I was thinking, a smile crept onto my face, I had noticed how the two of them had become closer and closer. Not only had she stopped reacting to the youngest with a sour look on her face, instead she had become more concerned and kept him close to her at all times. A closer bond between the two of them was essential if I wanted Kookie to stay here, but that was only the first part. I had deliberately kept to myself, making myself a little scarcer so that they had to get along, but I couldn't overdo it so that they wouldn't notice. In the second part of my plan, I would start to play a big part in Jungkook's life, not as the idol he wanted to be close to, but as the person I was in private...

A whimper interrupted me and I immediately got up to open my door, only to be thrown to the ground and attacked by a now delighted, stormy Bam.

"Hahaha... Bam... you sweetie..." I giggled as I felt the dog's warm tongue against my cheek. Mephisto, who was lying on my PC, yawned and looked critically at what the other four-legged friend was doing to his human, but didn't lift a paw to save me. I lay on the floor giggling, the dog was now lying comfortably on top of me, although he probably weighed more than I did, and didn't think to stop licking me. Eventually I managed to get up again and went into the hallway to prepare Bam's food for him. Just as the dog was eating, the doorbell rang, which startled me to no end as I wasn't expecting anyone. When I had calmed my pounding heart a little, I opened the door and breathed a sigh of relief that it was Namjoon and not a stranger who wanted something else I wasn't prepared for.

"Hyung... I need your advice... I've done something bad..." he seemed completely upset and immediately fell into my arms. A little overwhelmed, I patted him on the back and led him to the sofa, where he dropped powerlessly into the cushions.

"Joonie... what's happened? Calm down first." I poured him a glass of water and gave it to him, then was amazed when he drank it.

"I... I kissed them... both of them... on the same day... what am I supposed to do now? It was nice... with both of them..."