I like my Kookie with Suga

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Jimin PoV

I had spent the whole day in my bed, debating with myself what it all meant now.

"Ahhhh... damn Namjoon... Why?" I screamed into my pillow several times, hiding under the covers, only to kick them away in frustration. That kiss had been so unexpected, yet it had caused such chaos inside me. His lips had felt so good against mine... it wasn't a friendly kiss at all, there had been so much emotion in it and my friend.... close and dear friend, for years... he had managed to make me have butterflies dancing around in my stomach... still, just thinking about how his big hands had held me... the look in his eyes and then those soft lips...

"Ahhhhhhhh... what is this now?" I screamed this time without a pillow and promptly my neighbor knocked against the wall. Annoyed, I rolled my eyes. Was I crazy? Why hadn't I stopped him, instead I had joined in and now I had the emotional salad... Yes, Namjoon desperately needed someone he could lay, but I had been thinking about Taehyung, not me... Oh no, why was I thinking about Namjoon and sex? Now I couldn't get the image of Namjoon's hands caressing my naked body out of my head... I was getting hot... The warm comforter didn't exactly help, so I threw it off the bed indignantly.

"There's no point... I have to go to Namjoon, we have to talk about this..." I explained to my cat, who was still staring at me in pique because I had thrown the blanket past her. Since she didn't answer me, I grimaced and stuck my tongue out at her, whereupon she licked her butt and continued to ignore me, probably trying to tell me something.

"You're no help either, Arabella," I grumbled and stood up. I informed Namjoon that I was going to his place and then set off. When I arrived at his front door, I entered the code and, as always, let myself in.

"Joonie?" I called into the silence, but got no answer. I couldn't find him in the living room or the kitchen, so I quietly opened his bedroom door. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw the silhouette under the comforter. Sighing, I lay with him and stroked his head, wondering why I felt slight curls, but maybe his hair was just a mess from lying down. It was dark in the room, I could only see that his back was turned to me, but after a short time of stroking his hair, he seemed to wake up and turned to face me. I hadn't expected the eyes I was now staring into, because there was Taehyung, looking at me in confusion. The same confusion was reflected in my eyes.

"Tae? What are you doing here?" I asked him in surprise.

"Jimin? I... I hadn't reached you... not all day and I needed you to talk so badly... I wasn't feeling well, but Namjoon helped me." he explained, not seeming to be fully awake yet and rubbing his eyes repeatedly.

"Oh no, Tae... I'm so sorry, I didn't have my cell phone on... Are you okay now?" worried, I pulled him into my arms and felt him nod against my shoulder.

"Yes, he's good at comforting me..." he said and snuggled up close to me, which made me feel hot again, I still hadn't got over my experience and the subsequent head cinema, and the warmth that the younger man was radiating here, like his athletic body against mine, was just doing the rest. Damn, what was wrong with me? Why were my two closest friends both so attractive to me all of a sudden? Sighing comfortably, he wrapped his arms around me and seemed to be half asleep again or in a stupor. I resigned myself to my fate of cuddling him until Namjoon came back, stroking his back lost in thought, tenderly stroking his sides without realizing what I was doing when he suddenly lifted his head and looked at me. His gaze was so penetrating and hypnotic and I realized how beautiful he was, how softly every contour of his face was curved, how close we had just been and for the second time that day my heart was beating faster than it had in years...