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The night before in Namjoon's apartment Namjoon's PoV

Oh God, how embarrassing... I want to avoid an awkward situation and I'm talking about kissing of all things... and they both looked just as guilty as I felt when I said the word... as if it had been them who had done something wrong and not me. Now we were sitting on my couch watching Netflix, but every time someone kissed in the romantic comedy we'd stupidly chosen, we all looked around the room in embarrassment and so one or two of our gazes crossed and I could have sunk into Tae's incredibly expressive eyes, only to drool over Jimin's irresistible lips a few seconds later. I actually almost drooled, I just managed to close my mouth. As bad as I had felt about kissing them both in one day, I actually wanted to do it again... with both of them and actually... we were all single, so I hadn't cheated on anyone, so... it wasn't really that bad, was it? But... I was completely confused about my feelings, I'd loved Jimin for so long now that kissing Taehyung, who I'd grown so fond of recently, completely threw me for a loop. Suddenly, under the woolen blanket we had put over us, I felt Taehyung put his hand on my thigh to grab mine and intertwine our fingers...

Jimin PoV

I almost choked on a nut when Joonie misspoke, coughed and then looked over at Taehyung, who had widened his eyes. To cover it up, I turned us on to the first best movie I could find on Netflix, which unfortunately turned out to be a very kiss-heavy movie and caused the tension in the air to rise. My mind was a mess, for years I didn't want a relationship, I thought I would never fall in love with anyone and now I had butterflies in my stomach thinking about the kisses with my two best friends... but, if I was really honest with myself, I had always liked Namjoon more than was normal for friends, I probably just couldn't admit it to myself all those years. I was so stuck in perceiving myself as not interested in relationships that I hadn't realized that I had long since fallen head over heels for this cute, clumsy slob.... and then Taehyung came along and was so funny, hot and at the same time so sensitive and vulnerable, but because of my stupid idea to pair them up, I had then realized that I would actually rather keep them to myself... Both of them... how was I supposed to decide?

Startled, I looked down when I felt Tae's fingers searching for mine and then took my small hand in his big one. Looking up at him, I saw him smiling, then I was pulled closer to him, falling against his shoulder with a surprised sigh, noticing Namjoon on the other side also gasp in surprise as his head landed on Tae's chest.

"I want to cuddle... Cuddle me from both sides." he now demanded and I giggled at his audacity. Namjoon was the first to catch himself and fulfill Tae's wish by wrapping his arms around his torso.

"You're really impossible, Tae..." I said, but then slid closer and settled down next to Joonie on Tae's chest, nuzzling my cheek against him and feeling his arm around my shoulder. When I opened my eyes again, I realized how close my face was to Namjoon's and saw him staring at my mouth, probably thinking back to the kiss from this morning, and suddenly I heard Taehyung's heart beat faster because my ear was right above it.

"You should be kissing... right here on top of me... I can't stand the guilt otherwise... because I kissed you both today, so now you have to too so it's fair again." Taehyung confessed and both Namjoon and I dropped our jaws before we started laughing. Seriously?

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