16. give u the moon

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by wavybvby

by wavybvby

farrah's pov

it was late, around 3am. i unlocked my apartment door, opening it slowly to avoid the creaking sound it usually makes. i didn't want to wake kayla up, or gus if he was even still waiting around for me.

i couldn't help but smile when i walked in the door, gus and kayla were both asleep on opposite ends of the couch with play station controllers in their laps and the grand theft auto menu screen on the tv.

he must have brought his console over, i didn't have one at least.

i walked over, crouching beside him. "baby" i whispered, he didn't even flinch.

"gus" i said a little louder, lightly tapping his shoulder.

he startled awake, "it's just me, let's go to bed" i whispered. he nodded groggily, following along with whatever i said.

i changed into a hoodie and a pair of underwear while gus got comfy in my bed.

"are you awake? i need to tell you something" i sat beside him on the bed, turning the lamp on. that seemed to gain his attention, propping himself on one arm.

"what's going on?" he asked, "i spoke with my mother, so did kayla. it's still not looking good so i told her she can stay with me, like move in permanently. i'm going to have to start looking for two bedroom apartments though, she can't be in my living room forever" i explained

gus didn't have much of a reaction or response, "sounds like a plan baby" was all he said.

"is something wrong?" i asked, "no i'm just really tired" he said. "it just seems like you don't really care" i told him.

"i do, she's a nice kid. i brought gta over to play while we waited on you, sucks your mom is doing that though. im not mad baby, that's your family i get it" he gave me the more thorough response i was looking for.

"she doesn't know im looking for a new place though so don't tell her. i'm gonna surprise her with her room and stuff" i explained

"that's a great idea" be said

"gus really, is something wrong?" i asked, he just wasn't himself

"i get thats your sister im not mad or anything like that, i want to help both of you trust. you've just been a lot busier since and i just miss you that's all" he finally let it off his chest

"i know i miss you too. i'm sorry" i curled up next to him, laying my head on his chest.

"don't apologize" he told me, "we'll have everything one day. ima give you the moon" he mumbled, half asleep.

i could see a future for gus and i, i just hadn't really thought about it, and i definitely didn't think he was thinking about it.

should we all move in together?, no farrah. relax.

it was one comment, for all i know he could still be no better than my ex.

although he really hasn't done anything to raise my concerns and was basically an angel on earth, i hadn't myself completely let go and trust him.

i tried to get my paranoid thoughts to stop, just listening to his heartbeat. i needed to be thankful for this incredible man put into my life, not scheme up things that could possibly go wrong

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