I'm not sorry

10

Henry

"Your royal highness, the king would like to see you" I look up from my book and hesitantly nod

I walk slowly to my grandpas chambers "Henry, this is madam Veronica" I glance at the women, she's in her mid 40s at the least, has long black hair and lots of makeup "she's here for your appointment" I look at the floor and nod

"I'll have the guards take you to the room" two guards take us to the room where all my appointments happen. There's a camera in the left corner where grandfather watches

I sit on the bed and quickly the lady starts sucking my neck, straddling me. "I can't wait to fuck you" she moans into my ear and I nod

She removes all my clothing and hers

She puts her mouth on my soft dick and sucks until it just goes up by the sensation, not the pleasure.

I see a smirk on her face as she rolls the condom on, she pushes me back and places herself on me "OH FUCK MEEE YES HENRY" I'm not moving, she's bouncing and screaming

I close my eyes and think about Alex

The sooner I cum the sooner this will end

She pulls on my hair and continues screaming, I can't focus on Alex- or anything. I lock eyes with her and she shoves her chest into my face, I push her back and she starts bouncing harder "FUCK IM CLOSE" she moans into my ear and soon I feel the warm liquid

I push her off me and roll over. I stand up and get dressed, walking out of the room as soon as possible. I quickly run outside and start sobbing.

I cry and I cry and I cry.

Grandfather has made me do that every week since I was fifteen. I came out to him at 14, when my father was still around but once he died.. so did my sexuality.

He forced me to have sex with women hoping it would 'cure' me

I never found joy in those appointments as he calls them. I feel watched, used and overall disgusting. If I ever refused he would beat me, beat me until I go unconscious- so usually I let my body go limp and think of something or someone else

This time was harder because I felt like I was betraying Alex.

I return back inside as I've finally composed myself

"Henry, my grandson. How did the appointment go?" He asks me as he spots me coming back inside "oh wonderful" I get out "well that's great- did you like her?" I nod hesitantly "you're making so much progress, soon you'll be married like Phillip" i grimace at the thought of being anything like my brother

"Well better get to your room, It's late" he pats my back and shoves me lightly as he walks by me

I hurry to my room and climb into my bed

I turn on the television to see Alex on the news "what the hell?" I say to myself as I turn up the volume

"Presidents son Alex Claremont-Diaz has found himself in a predicament ever since a video of his security hauling a transgender male away from him. Many think this is because the young man is homophobic, here he is now" the reporter then shows a clip of Alex "I have never spoken out on my opinion on the LGBTQ community but I will now. I love and support everyone, the guy who approached me at the bar was very disrespectful and my team had to take action. I had no idea he was trans and even if I did it wouldn't have effected what occurred. That man spit on me because my mother is a democrat, my security took him out of the bar and that's all. I will not speak on this subject again"

I think he handled that well- wait should I call him? No no I shouldn't

I grab my phone and call Alex

"Miss me?" I hear as the line connects "hardly" he chuckles "so what did I do to be granted a call from sir Henry" I roll my eyes "saw you on the news" he sighs "yeah yeah, he was harassing me- how're you?" I think back to the 'appointment' from earlier and sigh "I'm decent, pretty tired" he hums in agreement

"I do miss you" I admit and immediately cringe myself out "I miss you too, did you talk to shaan about my game?" I mentally smack myself "uh no I have not, I can right now if you'd like" he doesn't speak for a second "yeah sure, call me back after" I smile "will do"

I disconnect the call and call for shaan to come to my room

"You've called for me?" I nod "yea uh Alex invited me to attend a 'soccor' game of his later this week... could I go?" Shaan gives me a look and sighs "Henry for gods sake- I don't know I'll have to check the schedule" I nod "is this some sort of charity thing?" I think

"Not sure?but I'm sure the tabloids will be happy to see our friendship once again" he nods hesitantly "sure, get the details and let me know" I smile to myself as he walks out and jump back into bed to call Alex

"He said sure but what's the details?" I ask "I'll have zahra send shaan everything he needs to know"

We talked all the rest of the night until the sun came back up, technically time was different for him but he said he had nothing to do so he was content talking to me

We're both insomniacs anyways

An
Soooooo those uh appointments? Yeah sorry! So now y'all know a bit more of why Henry is a bit closed off- but why is he okay being vulnerable and sexual with Alex? Not sure anyways

Love ya byeee