I'm not sorry

13

Alex

I've finally been released from the hospital and I couldn't been happier. I finally get to start working on my Texas campaign. I get to work on my charity in Mexico.

"Calling for a wheelchair do you don't have to walk" Zahra tells me (guys I know I spell her name differently every time but it's hard to remember) "I don't need a wheelchair" she laughs "uh yeah you do- your ass can't walk"

I walk to the car with my crutches and she groans "I swear Alex" I laugh and get in the back

I haven't heard from Henry in a dayish so I'm starting to worry

Once we finally make it to the mansion I call a home I slowly make my way to my room and collapse on my bed- that's when my sister and Nora come in

"Hiii babe- how you feeling?" Nora asks as they both join me in my bed

"I need some Advil" I groan and June sighs "welp that's all the way down the yall, go get it" I smack her "fuck youuu" she laughs "soooo how are things?" I ask them both "what do ya mean?" I shrug "I don't know I just feel like I haven't gotten to talk to y'all I'm a while" they smirk

"Yeah cause you've been busy with your boyfriend" I frown slightly "we're just friends" Nora laughs "yeah does he know that?" She asks "he's the one who made it clear"

"Sir Alex- you have someone here to see you.. says it's urgent" my eyes shoot to the door where my butler is standing and I sit up

"Could they come up here?" He nods "yes" he walks out and soon comes Henry

"He-Henry?" I glance at my sister and best friend and they quickly hurry out and shut the door

"Alex I have something I need to say to you" my heart drops down to my ass "y-yes?" He bites his lip and starts playing with his ring

"You make me feel a way I've never ever felt with anyone" he doesn't make eye contact with me, he's staring at the ground "and I have so many questions about how I'm feeling and what I'm supposed to do but there's one thing I'm for certain about and it's that I bloody love you Alex" my jaw drops "and you don't have to say it back but I just simply cannot keep another secret from you" another?

"Henry I-" "please just let me talk. My grandfather forces me to have sex with different women because he thinks it'll fuck the gay out of me. He hits me, starves me and forces me to- he. Fuck- he once or twice made me suck him off" my heart breaks for him "and you and Macy are the only ones who know- I cannot live a lie with you anymore, I'm a fucked up royal who has no idea how to show true emotion because I've been forced to push all my away" I stand up- putting pressure on my right leg and not the left one that was sprained

I pull him close to me so now we're face to face

"I met this little boy yesterday- his name was Alexander funny enough. B-but he told me I was his idol, he bloody said he wanted to be me when he grew up- that was his last day on earth. It showed to me that I cannot wait any longer because who knows how much time we have left Alex. I love you and I'm gonna fuck up here and there but I need you to be okay with that" he's sobbing at this point and all I do is connect our lips softly "Henry I love you too" his eyes go soft and he smiles "you do?"

I nod

"You and all your flaws. We can figure out how to get you away from your grandfather- and perhaps we could even live together" he puts his forehead against mine "but no matter what I do love you- both of us will fuck up and that's normal" he shakes his head "but I don't know how to apologize for anything- and you have to be patient with me because most times I am not sorry"

I smile slightly "we will work on it, okay baby?" He kisses me once more "yeah okay"

That night Henry fell asleep with his head on my chest- I didn't sleep

His grandfather forces him to have sex with girls? I have to save him from that

Anan

I know it seems like the end and if I'm honest idk how long this story will be but I love it so far. The book is not ending soon I just have to figure out how I'm gonna make the rest of it

Okay love you all byeee