I'm not sorry

9

Henry

I wake up and realize I'm not alone, I look at the tan arms that are wrapped around me a smile ever so slightly. I turn a bit and come face to face with Alex. He's sleeping- which is expected because it's the middle of the night

I really get a good look at his features, he has the longest eyelashes ever. His lips are this certain shade of pink that not everyone has- his jawline is perfect even when he sleeps and his curly dark hair is beautiful

I shake my head away from the thoughts and go back to laying on my back

I look at the ceiling of this hotel room and I start to wonder why the hell I'm here, no one knows what room I'm in and no one knows that I fancy Alex Claremont Diaz. No one knows me at all and that's how I want it. I fear I've let myself become to close to Alex because I enjoy his company but I mustn't.

I slip out of the bed quietly and fix my hair. I walk out and get to my room as quickly as possible, it was easy because our rooms were on the same floor but still I didn't wanna get caught

As I undress and get into bed my phone lights up

"The prince and the presidents son's friendship continues as Alex joins Beatrice fox to cheer on Henry"

Is what the notification from my news app shows. Then I see a picture of Alex and bea talking at the match

Fuck- what did he tell her- or better yet what did she tell him
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I'm woken up by my sister jumping on me "good heavens Beatrice what are you,5 years old?" She laughs and plops down next to me "no Henry, but our flight leaves in three hours and you always like to be early" I groan "what?" She asks

I turn my head to look at her "late night" she nods "I have a question" she smirks "oooo ask" i furrow my eyebrows and sigh "did you tell Alex anything- or did he tell you anything?" She looks at me with a confused look

"I told him the basics of polo and he told me gossip from the White House, is that not okay with you" thank god

"No, just wondering" she nods "we'll get ready before shaan comes in here and lectures you" I smile at my sister as she walks out

I get dressed and get my things together and wait for my security to come guide me to our car

*text from Alex🤠*
Hey saw you were gone this morning, glad you invited me to the polo game- now you have to come to my soccer game next week(well you don't have to) and I guess they call it football where you're from. Anyways have a safe flight!

I smile at the message

*message to Alex🤠*
Sure I'll come to your 'soccer' game as long as shaan lets me. And you too

I send the message then go to the car with my security. Bea is already waiting for me so we talk the whole way to the airport and once on the plane she falls asleep

*message from Alex🤠*
Just got on the plane, you're lucky you live so close to Paris. I might die on this plane. Anyways can't wait to see you at my game, you better convince shaan

*message to Alex🤠*
Idk, shaan isn't exactly the easiest to convince. I'll see what I can do though

*message from Alex🤠*
If you can come you musttt stay at the White House and you must let me show you around Washington. June says to being Percy sooo do that! Anyways I'm gonna try to sleep

It's funny because the way he texts is exactly how he talks, it's almost like I can hear his voice as I'm reading the messages

I need to stop, Alex is my friend- he cannot be anything more

I need to figure this all out, I can't go to his game and I won't. I'll just say shaan says no because there's things to do at the palace

But I'm not a liar, lying is something I never do

Nothing good ever comes from a lie- I've learned that from my father.. he was a raging liar

He told me the biggest lie

That I was safe in my own home

A:N
I ate to many takis and now my stomach hurts so bad. Anyways Henry needs to lock Tf in

Kay bye love ya