7 days passed since Jude and I spoke. 7 fucking days. He is ok tho at least physicaly, thats what Trent says. He is going to trainings and all but no contact with me tho.
What was I even thinking, Jude Bellingham falling for me- hah l was really delusional.
Anyways I am going back to Spain soon, litterally for two days. I saw there was nothing left here, at least there IS nothing left here now.
It is Saturday, Trent doesn't have training today so he is downstairs rn.I git ready and headed down.
"I am going shoping with Alana so I'll be back about.."
"-not soon" he said
"Hahaha yea, wish me luck"
"Break a leg" he said smiling
2 hours had past and Alana and I were in a caffe. I told her that i was going back to Spain two days from now. She was a bit upset but, she new she could always visit. We were chit-cahting untill her phone rang, it was Eric,her bf, she needed to see him for some reason, so that was my time to go.
Finaly I got home, even earlyer that i tought. I came and found Trent sitting in our comfy grey sofa.
"Someone is home early" he said in a wierd tone.
"Yep, apparently Alana needed to go see Eric even if it is our last day till i go Spain".
I said realising that i just told him I was going back. He sat there in sock. We were looking at eachother, but sudenlly a deep voice woke us up.
"What did you say"
I froze in the place, knowing good wich voice is that. I turned around seeing Jude, boy with hell black eyes looking at me deadly in the eyes.
"I need to go pack" i said almost whispering.
"Sit down we need to talk" Trent said
"Yes we do." Jude said
"Oh now you want to talk after one whole week being silent and deaf" I flip him of.
"It was not like that..." he tried to explain but i cut him of
"Oh how was it then huh, played with a ball or maybe a girl, maybe ghosted me because, i don know, you find me weird or what Jude, what tell me!"
"Calm down " Trent stand up and sitted me down on the sofa.
"You do not tell me when to calm down or not!"
"Bro maybe is best for you to go know"
Trent said to Jude. I felt his eyes all over me but I refused to look back.
"Look Crystal, I want to talk, please, tomorow 8 p.m. l'll pick you up."
"Come onn"
Trent followed him to the door and locked it before turning back. He sat in the sofa and remeined silent, but soon he began to talk.
"Why?"
"I just do not feel myself here, not anymore. Maybe it is just for a while but I need a break from Englands aire rn."
"Look I wanted to talk about Jude and you"
"There is nothing there"
"I know love, but I just wanted to warn you"
"Warn me? Wdym?"
"Look Jude us a great guy but he knows who he is and what he can do"
"Get to the point Trent"
"He just likes girls yk, like even for a night."
"Ok. I need to pack,thanx"
I kissed hus cheak then went to my room ,locked the door and start sobing. Is he realy like that. Did I really saw something in nothing-again. My flight is in 27 hours, and I hope that it js my saving grace.
A/N: I WAS FAST IKK. SOO LMKWUT. MAY GOD BLES YOU. PLEASE REMEMBER TO VOTE.
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