CHAPTER 5

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JUDE'S POV

"Bro maybe is best for you to leave" Trent said

"Look Crystal, i want to talk,please. Tomorow 8 p.m."

I said looking at her, my heart broking in to 1000 pieces,knowing I did that.
I did this ti a girl who i realy liked.

"Come onn"
Trent said walking me to the door and locking it behind me.

It was 6 p.m. on a June night, I went to the park near the place we first met.

Great,more depresioning feelings activate. I really fucked up. Just because I did not listened to myself.

I set there for like an hour or so,then l left home with the same person on my maind.-Crystal.



It was the day after, l went training then prepaired myself for the dinner. Nothing much just black pants and black T.

The clock hit 7:30. I litterally ran out of the house, just so l can see her in less time. It was a short journey to her house but for me it took forever. Somehow i got there without crashing. I bring the flowers,white roses, her favorite.

I nocked on the door, but she wasnt the one to open it, neither was Trent. It was a lady, mid 40's. She looked really much like Crystal, me supposing it was her mum.

"Hello son?"

"Good evening miss, im Jude"

"Lovely to meet you Jude, Im Sussanah. Trent and Crystal's..."

"...mum, i figured out"

"How so?" She said smilling, reminding me even more of Crys.

"Crystal realy looks like you"

"Yeah,my spitting image"

"Is she here, I bought these for her and we were supossed to go out"

"Oh honey, she left for spain 2 hours ago"

My heartbeat stopped. Everything got blury. Silence. Emptynes. Lonelynes.

"Wha-, l tought she was going tomorrow in the morning"

"Yea she decided to go earlyer"

"You should save these for her, and tell her I am really truthly sorry for everything"

"What do you mean?.."

"Night miss Arnold"

I can not belive I could do this to anyone. I am such a bad person. I love her. She is special. Not like last girls. I should not listened to him. I should not have gave up. I know he had his reasons, but I swear I do not feel that way to her. She is the one.
I will make this work.

A/N: SOORYY IM LATE. I WAS BUSSY. ANYWHO THANKS FOR VOTING. SO PLEASE REMEMBER TO VKTE AGAIN. MAY GOT BLESS YOU. HAVE A GREAT DAY!!

ILYYY🌺

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