Fallen | Raven Reyes

Fallen Angel

It has been officially three months since the genocide at Mount weather. It has also been three months since Clarke left Bellamy and Gwen. In the last couple of weeks Gwen has gotten extremely distanced from her friends/family but she has been getting closer to Raven, Bellamy, Sylvia and Gina. They tried to get her to stop drinking but to no avail.

Gina has been like a third mother to Gwen and she greatly appreciated it. Bellamy ironically has become a third dad as well.

Speaking of dads. Marcus has been giving Gwen her space after she blew up at him. She wasn't really mad at him she was mad at herself but he was around. She didn't like to yell at him but she just does.

Tanya and Layla have been secretly visiting the camp. Lincoln on the other hand has joined them completely, he doesn't enjoy how much Gwen flirts with Octavia.

Jasper has been a good drinking buddy. Sure he tells it as it is (even if it hurts Gwen's feelings) but he's the only one really willing to drink with her and listen to her deepest thoughts (which are mostly disturbing) not that jasper minded.

After three long months Gwen has developed a schedule and has been slowly adjusting to her new lifestyle. It wasn't easy but with the help of Gina, Raven, jasper, Bellamy,Sylvia , Tanya and Layla she's been getting through it.

At the moment Gwen was drinking with Jasper. It was late and other than a couple guards they were the only two awake. "I-I think I'm starting to like this place. Sorta." Gwen mused.

Jasper raised a brow. "I feel like they would have been better off without us."

Gwen nodded her head. "I mean technically that's probably true. But listen, if we didn't expose Mount weather than the grounders would still be living  in fear. I know we hurt innocent people in the process but now we're alive. Our friends are alive."

Jasper snatched the bottle from her grasp and chugged it. "We should've been floated. Let's just agree to disagree for now yes?"

"Fine. But hey don't drink too much. I can handle a lot and I know you can too but we have to wake early tomorrow to go with Bellamy and them."

The boy nodded as Gwen sighed and walked back into her room. As soon as she walked in she was met by her father. He was looking at his wedding ring and an old teddy bear which belonged to a younger Gwen. It had been passed down for generations.

The blonde walked forward slightly and hesitated. "D- dad?" She had yet to apologize and she knew she had to. She sat next to him and grabbed his arm. "I-" she took a breath. "I'm not good at apologizing but you deserve one. Even though you were partly responsible for my crappy childhood, I shouldn't have put all the blame on you and for that I'm very sorry. I just- when I'm angry I tend to blow up even with people that don't totally deserve it."

Kane let out a little chuckle and patted Gwen's knee. "Thanks Gwen. Do you remember this?"

She looked at the bear which was still in mint condition. "Yeah, grandma gave it to you and you gave it to me. " Gwen sighed sadly. "I'm sorry about grams, dad."

Marcus felt his eyes well up with tears but he quickly blinked them away. "It's not your fault. I should've listened to her, I should've never neglected her. She loved you a lot you know?"

Gwen beamed. "Gammy loved you too. God I can't remember the last time I called her Gammy."

"I wish you could've seen her one last time before she died."

"Actually I did. She visited me before we got sent to earth. It wasn't for long but I was glad to see her." Gwen then grimaced. "Eh. It was a little weird though. She told me to be safe and to do my best to survive. She told me to stay her little angel. It's almost like she knew we were being sent to the ground."