Fallen | Raven Reyes

Because of you

Jasper and Raven were alone in the back room. And Raven isn't really Raven anymore she's Allie, and there's yelling. So obviously Gwen jumped to her feet and sprinted to the room. Everyone else right behind her.

Gwen stared wide eyed at Raven who broke her arm in attempt to free herself from the restraints. Clarke, Bellamy, Jasper and Brandon attempted to help her. Sophia stayed next to Gwen. "Honestly, this isn't how I seen my week going."

The blonde turned to her best friend with a raised brow. "Since when did you become such a jasper?"

Sophia shrugged with a frown still on her lips. "Since I've realized how fucked we are. Frankly, I think we should just get used to the fact that we're probably going to die soon."

Gwen was staring at Sophia. Only the girl in front of her wasn't Sophia. Not anymore. This was someone else. An imposter. Maybe Allie? Gwen was aware of Raven yelling for them to get away but, she couldn't steer her eyes away from the girl in front of her. "I need bandages!" Clarke yelled.

Gwen snapped out of her daze and darted around trying to find bandages for Clarke. The blonde handed Clarke some bandages and then stood beside Jasper who started talking. "Allie. Allie. Allie! Look at me. I know you can hear this." He grabs her shoulder. "Why are you doing this? Why are you doing this to her? Let her go."

Ravens head turned to the side but it was Allie who was present. " I'll let her go when you give me what I want." Then her head snapped over to Clarke. "The technology that Clarke carries, it belongs to me."

They all briefly looked at Clarke. "No way." Gwen understood why Clarke didn't want to give it up. If she had a chance to have even the tiniest piece of daisy with her after she died. She'd keep it close too.

Jasper on the other hand  looked at the blonde almost appalled. "Clarke, just give it to her. Clarke!" A part of Gwen wanted to smack the boy and tell him to shut up. The other part of Gwen didn't want to say anything because she wants Raven back. She wants to finally kiss the girl and tell her how she feels and hopes the mechanic feels the same way. She wants to try, even if it ends with her heartbroken.

So Gwen listened to the part of her that wanted to stay quiet. Clarke however was already leaning into Raven threateningly. "If you kill Raven. You'll never get this."

Raven looked forward then suddenly her body went limp. Gwen furrowed her brows. "Untie her wrist. Hold her steady." Clarke ordered. Gwen put her arm on Raven gently, not wanting to hurt her.

Clarke was saying something about watching Raven and jasper was yelling back. He said something about Clarke not giving the orders anymore. Clearly he still blames her for maya. Gwen can't blame him. Matt blames her for Daisy. And isn't it basically the same thing? She has no room to judge jasper and Matt blaming the two blondes. Not when she blames herself and Clarke too. Not when her guilt runs so deep she literally sees and hears dead people.

But in the moment Gwen couldn't think about what they were saying. She could barely comprehend it. She was to focused letting her eyes scan ravens face. From her perfect eyebrows all the way to her plump lips. Gwen wanted to just crash her lips onto the mechanics plump ones.

She saw the way her brown doe eyes flickered between Clarke and jasper as she spoke. "Guess he doesn't forgive you for murdering his girlfriend."

She saw how Raven looked so tired and distressed, yet she also looked so beautiful. She looked ethereal, like a true angel.

Not a dark fallen angel like Gwen had become but a real angel. One who is so beautiful it feels illegal to  be near them, to touch them. To even think about them. Raven is perfect. Nothing more. Nothing less. Just, perfect. Jasper walked out and Gwen finally looked away from the girl.