Fallen | Raven Reyes

Monster

It has been two weeks since Gwen, Bellamy and Clarke pulled the lever at mount weather killing everyone inside. It has also been two week since Gwen, Daisy, and jasper have completely lost themselves.

Daisy was taking things harder than the other two. See jasper was dealing with his pain by drinking his life away and by being angry. Gwen was throwing herself into helping anywhere she could while also drinking. She's been so much into her own head that she's barely talked to her friends.

Daisy on the other hand. She's been in bed for the full two weeks. She only drinks water now and then but she doesn't eat anymore and she rarely talks. The only thing she does other than sleeps is use the restroom other than that she's completely lifeless.

Miranda and Sophia have been trying to help Raven with her pain while Brandon and matt work on Gwen and Elena and Stacy work on Daisy.

It hasn't been going well. The other day Daisy threw a random rock at the girls. No one knows how Daisy got the rock but she did. Gwen on the other hand she just keeps saying she's fine when she's clearly not. Raven has probably been the only one to show any progress over the last couple of weeks.

She's still pushing people away but she's doing considerably better. Jasper is well he's jasper. He's heartbroken and stubborn.

"Gwen?" The blondes head shot up and she started laughing at Bellamy's expression . "Seriously Gwen? You're wasted again?" Bellamy asked as he helped the blonde to her feet. He placed his arms on hers to keep her steady.

"I-Im fine." Her words were already slurring.

Bellamy raised a brow. "Uh huh. Sure." He walked her over to a chair and sat her down. "Monty! Get me some water."

"Bell?" Gwen asked with a laugh. He hummed. "Am I." She took a breathe. "Am I a burden to you? I mean to everyone?"

Bellamy shook his head and sighed. "I mean you're a little annoying at the moment because you keep getting drunk. But, no Gwen you're not a burden. We all love you and we love having you."

Gwen smiled slightly. "Bellamy?" He hummed once again as Monty handed him a water. "I'm sorry."

"Why are you sorry?" Bellamy understood why she was apologizing. It wasn't because she was drunk or because she kept getting drunk. She was sorry for the reason she kept getting drunk.

"You know why." Her voice cracked lightly.

He nodded. "I do but Gwen, we all made that choice. You didn't do it alone and you shouldn't accept that blame alone."

Gwen drank some water and touched Bellamy's cheek. "I owe you so much. I mean granted you were an asshole when i first met you but now you changed so much. You're someone I really trust."

"Ok. You're definitely drunk so drink up." He pushed the bottle up so she could get more and she did.

"Yeah. I guess I am." She laughed off her feelings as she pushed herself back onto her feet. "I'm okay."

Bellamy didn't look convinced. "Gwen you can barely stand." Gwen shook her head. She took a couple steps forward and then she waltzed across the room like nothing.

She cocked a brow. "You were saying?"

Bellamy and Monty's eyes widened slightly in shock. Raven walked in and cocked a brow. "You boys good? What? Did Gwen show you her boobs or something?"

Gwen walked over to Raven and put an arm around her shoulder. "Nope. They're just impressed by how awesome I am."

"Right. So she showed y'all she can handle her drinks?" Raven asked as she eyed Bellamy who nodded slowly. "I- she drank so much and was so drunk right now but she takes two sips of water and suddenly she halfway sober?"