HAND SANITIZER | K. SAKUSA

THIRTY TWO - HAND SANITIZER

THEY ARRIVED AT THE AIRBNB, OIKAWA PARKING NEXT TO THE NEW
5 cars that hadn't been there prior to her leaving.

they got out of the black car, both walking to the door.  she could hear faint music as she knocked, rolling her eyes.

they sat there for a few seconds longer than normal, the door finally opening, sakusa being the one to open it.

he looked at alex, then tooru, then alex again.  she gave him the dirtiest look possible, making him sort of scrunch his face in a shocked manor.

"could you move out of the way?  we're trying to get in."

"who said he could come in?  he's apart of the other team."

"he's also my guest and i'm staying here too so thanks anyway." she grabbed oikawa's hand, pushing passed sakusa. 

oikawa smirked at sakusa as he went by, sakusa filling with rage. 

lex took him to her room, shutting the door and turning the light on.  she pointed to her neatly made bed for him to sit, walking to the windows to open them.

he sat down, watching her as she put her things away and fixed a few things.  she turned to him, a soft smile on her face.  "sorry.  wanna watch a movie?  your pick." he nodded, taking his shoes off neatly next to the side of the bed before lounging comfortably.  "pick it, i'll be back.  i'm gonna use the bathroom and stuff."

she left her bedroom, taking her loungewear with her to change into as she went to the bathroom.  she did what she needed to, then changed into her shorts and tank top, taking off her tight bra to relieve her back from the day's stress.

she let out a sigh, brushing her teeth and washing her face and hands.  she threw her clothes in the little hamper, leaving the bathroom and shutting the light.

she walked into the kitchen, opening the fridge to grab 2 flavored waters. she heard the faint music, walking to the garage where it was coming from.

she peered into the open space where everyone was, seeing all the guys, each with a girl.  there was liquor on the table, and music being played at an acceptable level.  the guys were playing the pool table as the girls stood near them, everyone talking amongst each other.

alex stood there watching them with a slight pout, just rubbing holding the waters awkwardly.

one girl who was next to aran noticed her there, turning her head to look.  she smiled with a gasp, "hi!, oh my god you're so pretty!!  who are you, we didn't even know anyone else was here."

she smiled shyly, stepping forward a little to address the girl.  "i'm alex, i'm staying with the team while their here for the game, we all go to school together."

another girl chimed in, who was standing with hinata.  "wow, they didn't even tell us about you being here.  you should come talk to us while they play!"

the girl next to sakusa watched her, knowing who she was by her contact photo from when she called earlier. 

alex stood there awkwardly, kind of hurt by any of them not mentioning her.  "no, that's okay i have company.  maybe some other time before we leave?"  the 2 girls nodded with a smile, both going back to their conversations peacefully.

alex watched sakusa for a moment, taking in a sharp breath.  "hey, koomi." she spoke, only sakusa and his girl companion turning their heads.  "she's really pretty, good one."

he stared at her for a second, licking his cheek as he saw her nipples poking through her shirt.  she turned around, leaving as sakusa watched her go.  the girl stared at him, scoffing.

she went back to her room, stopping outside the door to take a deep breath before entering with a smile.

oikawa's head turned as she entered, a smile on his lips.   "took you long enough.  come sit, i found something for us to watch."

she sat next to him on the bed, handing him his bottle.  he thanked her, pressing play.  "it's romance, hope that's not lame to you."

"romance, really?  guys don't usually watch that stuff, but, i definitely will not complain." he chuckled, wrapping his arm behind her as it started.

they sat through a few episodes for awhile, both actually enjoying it.  she grew more tired as the episodes went on and the night got later, finishing the first season by 3 am.

she looked over at him as it ended to say something, noticing he had fell asleep against the headboard.   she smiled, pulling the covers over him.

alex got up quietly, leaving the room.  she went to the kitchen, throwing their empty bottles into the recycling bin.  she stood for a minute making sure the kitchen was in good standing before heading back to her room.

as she entered the hall, sakusa's door opened up.  her breath hitched, starting to move quicker. 

he grabbed her arm, pulling her back towards him.  she turned quickly, pulling her arm away.  "what?" she whispered, still giving him attitude.

"oh don't what me.  are you serious alex??  oikawa, of all people you could sleep with, him."

"um, first of all," she whisper yelled.  "we didn't sleep together or even kiss.  he's asleep, we watched a show.  can you say the same?  secondly, you just had some bimbo bitch all up on you.  i called you while i was out to talk about everything because i couldn't get my mind off of you and she answered the phone.  what the fuck did you think was gonna come out of that???"

"alex,-"

"save it for someone who cares.  i'm done, sakusa.  i'm done caring for someone who doesn't care about me, or what we have together." she was talking at a normal tone now, aggression building.  she turned away to walk, turning back towards him.  "you can say all you want we never had anything, but you know we did.  you know how i felt and still feel."

"alex, i didn't know she even answered the phone, i didn't know you called.  i'm sorry."

"do you really think i care about your sorry's?" she laughed, sakusa stunned.  "over the last 6 months i have done nothing but try.  i can admit i was never perfect but i tried as hard as i could.  i can't keep trying anymore.  i can't try for someone who doesn't give me even an ounce.  if i've never said it before, i love you, koomi, but i love myself more to know that i deserve to be treated right."

she walked away, leaving him standing there with nothing to say once again.