HAND SANITIZER | K. SAKUSA

NINETEEN - HAND SANITIZER

⚠️ sexual content!

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OSAMU WALKED IN PAST SUNA, LOOKING AT ALEX DEADPANNED.
"no fucking way."

alex blinked at him, eyes completely bloodshot. he whipped his head to suna in disbelief. "you did not."

"what?" suna chuckled, sitting back down.

"you got her high?!" osamu smacked his hands on the top of his head, jaw dropped. alex blinked slowly, not knowing what was wrong.

"yeah? so what samu. did you want some?"

"suna you've got to be fucking kidding me." samu groaned, shaking his head. he walked to alex grabbing her hand quickly. "let's go you need to go see sakusa."

"no." she pulled her hand away aggressively, shaking her head. "i'm not going with you, i don't wanna see him. and who are you to just try to drag me to go see him? he doesn't own me."

suna looked at osamu, smirking. samu looked between the two, shaking his head. "sakusa's gonna kill you suna."

"oh please." suna rolled his eyes, changing the tv channel. "either join us or go."

samu shook his head one last time, walking to the door and closing it with a harsh slam. alex jumped from the noise, frowning.

"what was that about? why cant i be high?" sun a shrugged, wrapping an arm around her shoulders.

"ignore him."

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after the high wore off, it was 2 am. alex sat on suna's couch, tired but not able to sleep. suna had went in his room, trying to give her space.

she got up slowly, walking quietly to his door. she knocked quietly, only hearing his loud tv in return. she frowned, knocking again. after getting the same response, she decided to just open it.

her hand twisted the door knob, opening it slowly. "suna.." she spoke quietly, the room dark-ish.

his head whipped up towards the door, pushing his hair back aggressively. "what!" he was startled.

"oh. i'm sorry i didn't mean to scare you, i just wanted to see if you were up still." she crossed her arms over her chest to cover her hard nipples from the coldness of his room.

"yeah i'm up but.. i was doing stuff alex." he let out a shaky breath, clutching the blanket to his chest.

her face turned red, staring in disbelief. she closed the door quickly, speed walking back to the couch. she stared at the tv, trying not to process what just happened.

he text her, telling her to come back. she stared at the text, frowning. she stood slowly, walking dreadfully to the door and entering cautiously.

"yes.." she spoke lowly, his tv now at a reasonable volume.

"you can come come sit."

"um, i dunno about that, i don't want your jizz on me." he laughed at her comment, alex sitting at the end of his bed. "that was really embarrassing, and i'm sorry. i'll never tell anyone if you don't." he nodded, trying to ease her.

she scooted up and laid back against the headboard, letting out a breath.

"get comfy." he pulled the blanket back for her to cover up, alex looking at him. "what?"

"what about kiyoomi?" she frowned.

"alex, are you dating him?"

"well, no-"

"you told me he was just at a party, you're not doing anything wrong. plus we've been friends for like forever i've been helping you get with him." she nodded, covering up next to him.

they laid there quietly. his bed was actually comfortable. after a long silence, suna turned towards her with a curious look. "you're single, right?"

alex nodded in response, rin moving closer.

"suna, what're you doing?" her voice was soft but full of anxiety, his hands sliding smoothly onto her waist, their faces now inches apart for some reason.

"can i?" she stared at him through the darkness, heart pounding.

"i don't know suna, this doesn't feel right, if sakusa knew-"

"stop thinking about him and just trust me." he unexpectedly filled in the gap between him, alex taken aback.

he kissed her slowly, his hand rubbing her ass. they kissed slower and slower, for what felt like an eternity to her.

suna gripped her ass, his other hand beginning to fondle her boob.

'sakusa is going to kill you.' her thoughts raced, growing uncomfortable and awkward.

"suna i cannot do this." she pulled away, scrunching her nose some. he looked at her with a confused expression. "i'm really just not attracted to you, like at all, i'm sorry."

"what happened?" he rubbed his head, frowning. "did i do something wrong?"

"no, suna, you didn't, some people just aren't attracted to everyone." she chuckled, moving to get off of his bed.

he nodded slowly, taken aback.  "damn girl, this is weird. no one's ever not wanted to get with me." he sat up more, pushing his hair back.

"you've really never been rejected? shocking, glad i could be the first one."

"hey knock it off rude ass." they both laughed, alex pulling herself together before looking at him as the awkward silence hit.

"i'm gonna go for the night, thanks for having me. sorry i couldn't be your lucky caller."

alex walked to the door and left after saying goodnight. she speed walked through the halls as it was late, feeling a tad bit awkward.

she walked through the men's dorm halls, finding sakusa's. she stood there, knocking after some time.

she waited, hearing the knob unlock after some time. atsumu opened it tiredly, eyes half open.

"alex? you okay?" she nodded, frowning.

"i'm sorry to wake you, tsumu, i just need to go see sakusa really quick." he nodded, stepping aside while rubbing his eyes.

"goodnight friend." he closed the front door, locking it.

"goodnight." she smiled softly, walking to sakusa's room.

she opened the door quietly, stepping in. she took her shoes off there, putting her bag down and her keys on his dresser.

she sighed quietly, taking her hair down from its tight style, setting the elastic down with her keys. she looked over at his bed, seeing him dead asleep.

her heart melted seeing his face so peaceful. she walked slowly to him, slipping her pants off and leaving them on the floor with his clothes.

she pulled the blanket back and slipped into the bed with him, her cold hands touching his body, making him wake.

he peeked an eye open, smelling her familiar scent.

"..alex?" she stopped moving, breath hitching. "why are you here..?"

"i'm sorry, i.. i got lonely." he looked at her tiredly, nodding slowly. he kissed her lips softly, smoothing her hair back and pulling her into his warmth.

"go to sleep, it's late baby.." his voice was groggy, humming in his throat. she nodded, wrapping her arms around him as she melted into his embrace. "i don't want you tired in the morning."

"goodnight kiyo.." she kissed his jawline softly, burying her head into the crook of his neck.

"goodnight beautiful...."